I wish I could tell everybody that...

I am not what they say I am. I am gay. it is not a phase.

@mylifeaseva

That I overthink too much and will sometimes avoid situations because I am genuinely afraid or anxious.

I feel fine and actually mean it. 😔

That I want to break down my walls and get emotionally close to people. I just don't know how.

I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not getting better and I need a lot of help. 😷

I am definitely not as smart as everyone thinks I am.

It gets so much better. It may seem like it will never get there, but it does. You have an amazing support system here on 7 cups, and a friend in me!

I'm sorry for being ignorant and over the top sometimes, but I'm just trying so incredibly hard to get people to keep interest and sometimes it's so difficult to like anything when you hate yourself

I'm sick of them controlling my life. I want to be my own person and they have to respect that.

What was really going on and how I was feeling.