I wish I could tell everybody that...
I'm a rich successful writer
I'm so lonely at school every day. I have "friends", but I wish I could do something about it. It feels like everything's holding me back. I want to...but I can't.
@Brookiejasmine I know were too different people but i get u i feel the same way a lot with my friends. Like knowing they're there but u still feel like ur lonely. Maybe cause u dont feel comfortable being yourself or sharing info.
@Tealover17 Yeah, you're right. But I wish I could be myself. And I don't know what it is, but I can only do that around a few people.
I don't care that much about any of my friends, and that scares me.
I'm not even sure if they care about me either.
I'm dying on the inside.
That im an asexual. Ik it may seem a bit stupid or not a big deal but im a panromantic asexual n i just dont feel...like. They'll be nice. A lot of my close friends grew up with homophobic parents n i feel like i am hiding part of who i am...am i being a bad friend. (The closet is suffocating..)
@Tealover17 Demisexual here, probably panromantic, closeted to my family but out to my friends. I feel ya. *offers you dragon-shaped cake*
Having a hard time digging myself out of the hole I've dug myself into, I have a bad habit of being a doormat and allow people to walk all over me. It's gotten to the point where I don't want to even interact with people because I fear that they will just walk all over me too
I am happy that my legs work
My smiles and laughter is not the real me.
I'm not a bad person, I'm just a human being with flaws, but if you decide to know me you'll find a great friend, an awesome life partner, with all my mistakes I'm an awesome person :)
i wish i could tell everyone that i'm so numb that i don't care what happens anymore. i'll make reckless decisions even when i think of the consequence. honestly my life means nothing to me. it shows that there's no point to anything at all. i've tried to tell people this. but no one understands and i hate when people say they do understand because they never do
@turquoisePine1459
For a while I felt so much apathy that I needed meds to not feel like I wanted to just drive off the road into a tree or a wall or something. It is extremely hard if not impossible to see any meaning in life if active serotonin drops dangerously low. I don't claim to understand everything but I know it's possible to find meaning or create it in life after a certain amount of recovery from not wanting to be alive anymore. The meds may not even be needed with enough other self-care but it was nesessary for me to regain enough energy and serotonin to be able to do that self-care process and to see that it wasn't impossible as the apathy was making it seem.
@CoinFountain
That's actually exactly how it is/how it's been for too long. if medication worked for you, i might try some possibly sooner or later. thanks for that by the way
@turquoisePine1459
You're welcome. :)