I wish I could tell everybody that...
I want their attention. I want people to go out of their way and to tell me that they care. To show to me that they care.
That I want to talk openly about mental health issues but I know its too awkward and embarrasing for them.
That nobody but God knows knows who, on the inside, I actually am. I've dropped so many clues over the past 3 years to my parents so they'll figure out I have depression, anxiety and am struggling with my sexual orientation. My relationship with them isn't strong enough for me to walk in and tell them, and I feel so alone....
I'm stressed to death! I've started something WAY too big, I won $500 from my school to help my community and I decided to help a small slum near me (I'm a missionary's son in Cambodia) and I'm finding to SO hard to start! I'm not sure I can do this! I find myself constantly battling with myself because one side says I've done the right thing and the other says WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!!!!
I don't know how much longer I can take any of this anymore! I'm 15 for goodness sake!
Three weeks have gone by and i felt sad and depress but the 7 cups have help me and i am still moving on and also my ex-bf wanted to get back with me so we are back to 2gether again. :)
#I am feeling good today feel alot happy now :) thx for the support 7 cups.
I feel like a failure. I finally gave in on my working condition. I am looking to disability. I give up. I tried and tried everyday at work. I constantly push myself to work. I feel like life will just be more fulfilling if I quit and get disability benefits. If I can get disability insurance with a part time job, I will be happy. Even if I can't, I will feel better getting the things I want to get done with more time on my hands. I will have medical insurance and some money from the government to live. I need some support. I want to cry.
Feel so anxious right now even i cant start to relax and get to bed. God please help me
I wish I could tell everybody that I need help. Emotionally, physically,spiritually. Also it breaks my heart that they talk behind my back and that I need support because I am almost at a breaking point.
I am hurting.... most people think that i am just dramatic but deep inside me I am falling apart. The mask that Im wearing is making me miserable.
Every time that is silent a black shadow engulfs my entire being and it's killing me softly...
Somebody save me
That the lack of compassion is killing the planet!
It's frustrating to see so many panhandlers making more income per day than I do working parttime!
Rent is too high!
people are too greedy!
@logios
Me. Too.
Me. Too. :'(
I wish I could tell everybody how I'm feeling. That I was depressed for some time and also the reason behind it. I wish I could tell them that I don't feel happy anymore. Or rather, I wish I would be ABLE to tell them. Or just to be able to share my feelings because I never do. With anyone. I wish I could tell everyone how much I love them, but I never do. I wish I could tell them how lonely I feel when they keep me out of things or when I'm at dorm and they don't even send me a message for few days. I wish they knew how much I want to have real friends and how sad I am because I don't. I wish I could tell them how negative is my view of myself sometimes. But sometimes I don't even want them to know. Because that'd feel like they are forced to talk or spend time with me more. I don't want to be that bothersome.
@eisan
I wish you could too. I'm glad you are speaking though, what I and do many feel also. Thankyou.
