I wish I could tell everybody that...
That I'm loving life and happy, which I tend to have as a mask online (maybe not here within 7cups) but everywhere else I dare to tread (instagram mainly) is sunshine and lollipops because I don't want people to worry about me because I'm not coping even though I've had some good of late and well the year in part since my inpatient discharge on July 3rd 2015. I'm dealing with way to many issues and all of them were buried and are partially but opening those traumas has caused significant confusion and pain. I write to make the noise stop but it's to loud right now and I've written many thousands of words this month.
- Ink
@InkStainedFingers
Thanks for sharing this. There is much that is coming out in your life, but it is ok. Allow yourself to be. No need to show happiness when you are not there. There will be people who will accept you for who you are. Keep on writing as many words as you need...
I feel scared, lost , and sometimes I just want to hug someone and not have to say anything at all
@RikaBear778 I send you a virtual hug. I know it's not the same. But maybe it's a start :)
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not as strong as they think I am. In fact, I'm the weakest and most vulnerable I've ever been.
That I am in so much pain and I needed help to get out of this house away from them
I wish I knew how to make better choices
That I've been in love with the same person for almost 4 years and that it kills me every second of every day that he will never feel the same way.
@BeeLost
I understand your pain. You will find someone eventually, I promise.
Full of anxiety and sadness. And I don't know what to do about it.
I wish I could tell everybody that all I need and desire is one person who would love me for who I truly am. That's all x)
Simple wants. .. I hope you get what you need to make you happy
Scared about everything and sick of being disappointed
