Today, I want to........
Today, I want to........ [fill in this sentence with a goal or task you want to do today]
Just be here. Listen to Alan Watts recordings on Youtube. Drink another cup of coffee and just watch the clouds go past my office window. Write another email to a friend. Connect with business partners I had fun with last December. Burn some really nice incense. Play with my cats. Clean a bit. Make cookies. Eat cookies. Breathe, and relax. Maybe take a nap. Take my wife out some more. Walk out on the mesa and listen to coyotes. Drink ice cold water with a little lemon juice. Laugh with my son. Laugh with my daughter. Rake my daughter's leaves. Dance. exercise. meditate. watch cartoons. Play. Make fun of silly stuff at the store.
Well I didn't really do much of anything, I slept all day and felt numb. But I did choose to come here to talk to someone. I planned to talk things out with someone.
@FragileRosebud
i hate those days and I have a many of them. Body is so numb and relaxed, ears ringing, major tension headaches, back hurting bad from work, can NOT make myself get out of bed.
I had that problem w tension back hurts no fun at all boowho I shake way too much in my legs and sometimes sweat @GarbagePusherD6T
Dieeee
Dieeee
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Thinking
Get out of this place as soon as possible. I hate this place so bad...
call NASA and apply to become an astronaut 
Get a haircut
Cut my hair. Get another tattoo. Get a piercing. Buy myself a good bottle of champagne and watch as many marvel movies as I can.
