Trauma Issues with Strong Metaphysical Focus

Hello, I am looking for a listener who is very open-minded and if possible also well acquainted with metaphysical or occult subject matter and/or experiences. I have some, I guess "unique" things I need to vent about now and then. I don't feel comfortable talking about the issue I am struggling with with my girlfriend because she was directly involved in the situation and I know it pains her to hear me speak about my feelings about the entity involved. I don't have anyone else outside of her I can really speak with as it deals withvery intimate and troubling matters. For a while I was writing about my issues on my magickalblog but erased the entries because I would prefer to keep it anonymous. Writing in my journals just isnt the same as telling it to someone.

So, I guess to give more clues as to the nature of what I need to talk about, it is a combination of: break-up, traumatic experiences, stockholm syndrome,past-life experiences, experiences with incorporeal beings, anxiety, and I suppose things naturally resulting from such experiences.

Just trying to find an alternative to dealing with everything alone.... it's difficult. I dont want to be told I'm crazy or that have someone interpret my literal experiences as being symbolic. Instead of trying to screen tons of people for an empathic ear (I dont necessarily need advice, just someone to listen), I thought I'd post here and see if someone finds me. If not, I'll keep looking.

Thank you for reading.