6 months after a breakup.... Still hurt so much
I tried to fix things with her but what I did was make it worse, she left me because I was already sad and had problems with alcohol, ....leaving me made it worse, I even tried to commit suicide in January by taking many sleeping pills, it's obvious that This ended up driving her away, sHe doesn't even want to see me, I must be a monster in her eyes, now I dont even want to drink, but I feel Very down, our Relationship was perfect and I ruined it for being a gray and unhappy character
@Lonelyyman
One of the first steps is seeing a problem ..... i think you see it now... i am sorry your relationship had to end for you to see what was going on...
do you know why you were sad or the reason you were drinking........ there is no guarantee she will return but IF she found you fixed what ever was bringing you so far down there might be hope
