BPD diagnosis

I’m 16, last year I went to a psychiatrist for the first time, they said I need therapy, but my parents once we got home said that I’ll make them “end up in jail”. I don’t remember what I told the psychiatrist for them to say that, but I know it was the truth. I don’t have the resources to get a diagnosis to know if I have bpd or any other mental illness, I’ve been taking these online tests, not to self diagnose but to know if I should go get diagnosed. Almost every test has come out moderate. A few days ago I spent 2€ on a bpd test because I’m tired and want a more accurate answer.. It told me I have the discouraged version? I can’t put images here I think so I can’t put the recap of what it said. I’ve been looking for apps and websites for free therapy with a licensed therapist because I don’t have the money nor the help of my parents. Someone please help me at least find an app or website that can diagnose me. I’m tired of feeling like something is wrong with me but not knowing if there actually is or if it’s just puberty. I’m sorry if I sound like those people that are like “hehe bpd princess! >~<“ or something, I promise I don’t have any ill intentions