Be Honest 💕

@Amanda84

kinda down and also proud of self for getting things done even with feeling sick

Alone desperately looking for somewhere to belong as me

@Amanda84

i am glad I took some steps for my wellbeing today. Yesterday I was not as strong. Tomorrow I will reflect on the steps I took today. 

@Amanda84 why do I keep making the wrong choices?

@Amanda84 nothing, just empty 

Over fed, a little uncomfortable and exhausted. Overall I spent time with friends so that's something.

Sometimes we feel what words can't describe. I don't know what's this feeling called, speechless or something?

I feel like a Nuke ugly destructive hated damaging, and I feel like I used to be a tree sturdy and string a growing but know I feel alone like I could crack and destroy everything if even one more dust particle is dropped on my weak back.