Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
I feel hollow, as if the air has been sucked out of my heart, leaving behind a quiet ache and loneliness. It's a mild physical pain, but it feels lonely and sad.
Lost
Totally abandoned form people around me . The people I spend most of my time to take care of him to hug him to support him to tell him all the good words in this universe spending time waiting at the door to greeting them hug them and tell him how much I miss them I do not regret my love , but as I aged I want some love like I gave 🍃
I feel nothing it's beyond repair sometimes I'm asking my mom why you and my father born me and why me she is answering me God chooses you to be born then I said okay what's next nothing more than problems and problems I'm almost 40 and I'm never married before and until now I can't have a job I mean by marriage someone I love it's easy to married anyone and make my life more painful i tried everything I can do to only choose a good job i searched about it many times like every time when I trying to resolving my life then I found it but I should do something i can't do, look I'm smart and good looking person the only question inside my mind why all of that is happening for me why at the end i will never do anything wrong to myself my mind is controlling I'm just asking
@Amanda84
Can we chat Amanda?
@resourcefulPark1680
Send me a message for sure and I'll happily get back to you 💜💕