Brain Dump Challenge
This will be super healing and cathartic for all of you <3
Challenge: Brain dump everything you’re struggling with. Either here, or in a separate post (and let us know when you post it). Let it all out. Write it in prose, or poetry, or just random words strung together. It doesn’t have to be pretty, it doesn’t have to have correct punctuation or grammar or capitalization. It just needs to be your soul on paper… Your emotions and thoughts, your pain and struggles and yearning and loss, all written out. It loses its power once it’s shared. We’re family here; you’re safe here. Share it all, and feel safe in the knowledge that we will cradle your pain in our hearts and cry with you, and we will gather around you and show you love that surpasses any language or tongue. <3
I will add a taglist, but this challenge is open to absolutely everyone, new or old. <3 Feel free to tag people if you’d like <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 struggling with a situation where someone said that you need to be understanding of whatever decision they make, need time to think. they end up initiating conversation after you sent a text, they start talking to you as if nothing happened, never bring up anything from last month. so you ask them hey you told me last month that I needed to be understanding about whatever decision you make and I was wondering what that is? thanku and they basically go straight into you're fine for now, just don't blow up my phone ok? my girl is uncomfortable with your texts. meanwhile you're thinking what did I even do that was 1. uncomfortable 2. I had no idea a relationship existed so how was I supposed to know that I was doing something wrong. I was told nothing was new life wise and 3. how does this girl even know anything about me texting? basically struggling with the fact that I was unfairly accused when I had no idea about my friends relationship status, 0 receipts of how I have been blowing up his phone when I haven't said *** for an entire month, talking to me like nothing ever happened for 2 days till almost 2am, let alone being told last month about some decision that he failed to even bring up in a conversation. some might say why did u respond when he reached out? because I thought hmm maybe he is going to have a conversation about what he told me last month, maybe I should give him a chance. so I did. and he never brought up, so I had to cause I was tired of being left in the dark, but asking was a waist cause he didn't really say my decision is or this is what I thought about
@amusingWest5360 forgot to add..that I gave him what he wanted understanding wise by saying " oh you have a gf, I will leave, I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable hope u have a great rest of your week/month. " he wrote again after i sent that message but I ignored and deleted. cause I felt that there was nothing more to be said.
Tysm for this challenge. I’ll try to do it😅😅
Boosting <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 missing my love, my new year bingo and to do list are freaking me out, my back and neck hurts but i´m too lazy to stretch and i feel too hot
New year bingo?
@jesusredeemedme2425 yep. I am so close and yet so far away. I still have so much missing and am a bit overwhelmed
I struggle with shame and catching feelings for girls. I hate it. I feel dirty and shameful from religious teachings. Sometimes I wonder if I hate myself
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As of right now I feel I am doing better than I was doing, because I am on a medication but I am still disabled and need help managing emotions and stress, I don't feel I am as severe as I once was but sometimes I break. My mom passed away 4 years ago it feels far too recent, my dad has epilepsy so he is in the hospital a lot my fiance and I take care of him and that can be very difficult because of how he is even without the seizures, we are all very close friends but sometimes I need to vent, ya know? I am gonna be starting a job soon and I am scared about not being able to do well because I also have seizures and no transportation I walk there and sometimes it's very hot or very cold and I am very worried about how I will do. I am getting tested for autism and fibromyalgia soon. my main stress source right now is feeling like I wont be good enough to work, and my cat needs more care than we thought and we don't have much money so that's another reason I am stressed is i gotta wait.
@jesusredeemedme2425
pain self harm alone crazy
staff abuse used
and worthless
wants to be someone who is loved'
wants to be the one who isnt what i am
(above)
I feel it… I’m so sorry :’(
How you doing, friend? <3
Im sad a lot and tired and dont have humor and dont like other ppl much
Except for the humor, sounds like how I feel a lot
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I’m adding a taglist to start, but this post is open to absolutely everyone! <3
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I'm wishing for an end to this rain, hard to stay cheerful 💚🤗
Hey, I bet the plants are loving it <3
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Awesome post, I'll respond to this tomorrow, i must have a bite to eat and get ready for my nightshift 😉