Bye bye
Hey @Retr0 and @burningrain127 I hope you get this as soon as you get back. I am sorry. Goodbye. I love you guys.
Hey @Fallon5 I am gonna miss you. And that whatever songs we did lol. Take care and I love you.
Hey @Aishuind sorry, just a sorry. Take care of yourself and it’s going to be ok.
Hey @tobedoctor I am sorry Tobes. I can never get mad at you. Take care and you did nothing wrong. Love you.
Hey @Sunisshiningandsoareyou I hope I got your username right this time. Thankyou for your posts in form land. Take care Sun!
Hey @DarkerPlaces I got so much to say to you but unfortunately, I cant. Thank you Rome for being there for me. Take care. Please forgive me. Never stop talking.
Hey @Manimahem Your username haha. Take care Mani. You are going to be an awesome listener.
Hey @Dragonhelper10 what should I say to you? I am sorry. Take care Noah. Thankyou for your optimism.
Hey @Chetan1408 You may think I tagged you randomly but you do know me.
@Keith55234
hi esha, I hope you’re well 😊
I’m really sorry, but I’m not comfortable talking about other members.. not present.. not right now.. but they aren’t on the site anymore, fyi.. how’s your day going?
@burningRain127
I'm sorry. shouldnt have said that
@Keith22534
its ok, you were just curious and I get it. a little bit of a hard question to answer though
and btw, i haven’t forgotten about you and you are in my thoughts
@Keith55234
im doing ok btw, just finished up school and yeah, work stuff here as well (:
thanks for asking < 3
@burningRain127
hey,
@Keith22534
Hiii my dear friend,
I know it's been a long time... Not sure if you remember me... Sorry for the late reply, I know it's been hard and rough time for you. I searched you everywhere but at last we have to accept things as it is. I was also going through very tough time. I also decided to left the cups and yeah, I left the cups. But the love I got from cups in last 2 years brought me back. I was on a break for 1 month. Lots of thing happen in last few months. Went through depression, lost hope, lost friends, was all broken and many more. But I don't have a true friend to share things. I just waited for correct time. I am trying my best to move on. I really wanted to help you out. But... Destiny has it's own plan. We can't change fate. I accepted the things. I wish if I could talk to you again. You are still my old and greatest friend esha... *hugs* take care, see you soon around. And recently I got a new specs for myself. 😊
Thanks & Regards
@Chetan1408 I am sorry I lied to you about stuff. I hope you can forgive me. I am sorry for everything I did. I am sorry I didnt tell you that my account was getting deleted too. Its ok to take a break.
Now, you'll be able to see clearly and you were quite famous in LSR. I am sure there are tons of people who are there for you. I am always rooting for you too. Stay safe and take care Any. I hope you can forgive me.
@Keith22534
Hello my dear friend,
There is nothing to apologize. It's completely fine to get with some elder people. There is no mistake of yours from my point of view. But I am happy that you chose the correct path by moving to right platform. That matters me a lot. Please don't feel sorry for anything. We are still best friends. I do have many friends, even of your age group. They are just awesome. Those friends also introduced me to BTS and I am glad that before meeting them, I was already introduced to BTS by you. Thank you for making me introduced to the ARMY. And yeah I have people in LSR. And I do have special people in my life, due to which I took self-care break. I was just friends to them... All they deserved is care and I cared for them, as I do for everyone. But they don't wanna be friend with me... Neither they tell any reason, I was just considered as a time pass guy. Well that person matters me a lot. Due to that person my complete bio was destroyed. Including my pfp. I still miss that person. I even cried for that person who doesn't even cared about me and got depressed. Even today, I have a hope for them but I don't think there is any benefit if they return back now. Meliodas was depressed and tired too. May meliodas find his peace. But this girl (in pfp) is just falling, no one is there to catch her up. Her face is covered, you can never know her emotions. She is just falling. Flowing through the flow. Depressed meliodas was changed to happy meliodas at the end, you remembered that... Right? Bcz I have you at that time, who cared for me and you changed me. But eventually lot of things came in my way all of a sudden and everything is destroyed.
Special Person : Well, this is the post - https://imgur.com/a/GFLRG8W, actually Peer Appreciation Team member was not able to put that much text in visual text so they just posted my appreciation text as it is. And I still feel many things missing in this post.
'I don't have emotions' : I once had emotions, then I cared for few closed friends, but they showed me where I stand. What is my status for them. And I again lost emotions, second time. I will never be able to gain my emotions back. I am sorry.
And I do listen to All the KPop and found many new phonk songs. 😊
Thanks & Regards
@Chetan1408
whatever decision you made must be right. And I am happy for you. And it’s ok to not have emotions. I get it. After I left that side and came here. I got to know the dark side of teenage. And honestly, being on your side taught me a lot of things. Maybe matured me ahead of my age. But yeah, the people I met here are just stuck, you know. I feel sad but I can’t help them because of my limitations.
I hope you find the friends you always deserved. You are a very good hearted person and I wish I could’ve been with you during that time. Take care of yourself and I am always rooting for you.
<3
@Keith22534
Hello my dear friend,
I don't know what I did is right or wrong. Many people today me that I did it right and maintaining my boundaries. I took decision wisely and I know what are consequences of it. I want to learn many more things in life. You can say I am focusing more on interpersonal skills and anticipating human behavior. "Maturity doesn't come with age, it comes with experience." Here I am NOT pointing out to you specifically, but to anyone who might be reading this. This is the truth. And I am still learning many things. I am not perfect but I am working on myself and improving myself. The thing I had is "Expectation" with few people. I never had any expectations with anyone, but I had with one person for being a best friend. I was wrong. I had expectation with wrong person. That person taught me many new things and many new lessons. And I am back to "No Expectations" with anyone because it hurts a lot when expectation is not met. Better don't have expectations. Sometimes we can't do anything for destiny. All we have to accept things. No one can change the fate. Not me, not you and not even any third person. So, at the end we have to accept the things and have to flow through the flow. Once a person told me something. A person here is the person who helped me here when I joined cups as a member, they still matters me a lot. They are the one for me. They said "We can't change or help everyone. Sometimes we have to let the things go." I know it sounds hard but this is true. I always tried to help my loved ones but at the end I have end up by admitting that we don't have control on everything.
I do have friends, I call them quality friends. Because they are true friends to me. I can blindly trust them, I know they will never betray me and I do have expectations with them. I always preferred "Quantity over Quality". Thank you Esha, for considering me a good friend of yours. Well, I don't have enough words for you to explain what you still mean to me. You are one of my "Quality friends", no doubt. You too dear, take care and have a nice journey ahead. *hugs* 😊
Thanks & Regards
@Chetan1408
and i'll never forget you, ok?
@Chetan1408
and may I ask who this special person is? I cant open the post...and you still have that 'I dont have emotions' and who is this who took the place of cute little Meliodas?
@burningRain127
ik you’re not there anymore. But I just have some weird hope you’ll reply.
alright you didnt. but hey, i miss you a lot. wish i'd been there.
@Keith22534 
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
thankyouuuu *sending you hugs back*
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@burningRain127 @fallon5 @retr0ne
idk why i'm tagging you guys since y'all might be dead
