Ghosts

Yet another lesson. Another mistake. Another time when I put myself out there. Was vulnerable. And I met disappointment just. I shed a few tears. I felt frozen in time and place. But isn't it like always? I have seen this movie a million times now. I know the ending. I know how they say they love u but end up running from away from me. Like I am a poison. But all I ever offer is pure intensions. My friend told me to play along. I was like no thus guy is a good person. He is true with me. Hahaha such a stupid brain I have. But I gotta do life. I gotta play along. I am the main character. Would have loved them with whole heart but poor babies they are.