Hate myself and everyone else do to
Try so hard just want friends but people hate me they mean and not try understand me except couple people here really appreciate them but isn’t like always here when I am
people so mean how say things try my best got lot disabilities am deaf sign language my first language only thing know until after I’m 10 start learn English now 15 still so hard for me know asI don’t mean know English they not same language don’t have same grammar don’t need know English use asI and try best can but so hard for me 😭
Some mods even mean to me and I try ask want understand get tell arguing get tell I need talk different in group chats but how suppose ?? Get warnings and mutes not even understand why or without make sure I actually know talk to me or what I do is wrong or do all in one minute but not mute person that being mean me first place
when other people mean and I get upset always me in trouble because won’t move on but im one get hurt all time of course easy for people that be mean move on but how fair to me just have always let people hurt me and suppose move on get over that when just add more to why hate myself
just not fair don’t understand why don’t matter why just nothing just ugly stupid trash to everyone irl and cups 😞am sad wish matter no one help me 😭feel alone try get help message anyone can think but not matter none care of me
@theboymoana
Hey moana ,
I am so so sorry you were misunderstood in the chatroom , due to what I gather , was language gap . I know being warned or muted inspite of being of the harmless side hurts very much. I am sorry that was the only way the mods knew how to deal with it. I know they didn't have explanation or answers you deserve. I wish it did not have to happen. It's clear as a day how much effort you have to put in to be with us . I know you have struggled to be were you are at the moment . And somedays I know you see it too . Your breath taking resilience and brave persistence.
All the hard work you have put. Every minute you have spend pushing yourself . It's tough to even imagine the pain and discomfort involved in it , coupled with frustration , disappointments and setbacks. I want you to know , that I see you ; I see what you have to get up to each day and yet decide to move forward and hope . And I can't be more proud of it than I already am. For what you have so painstakingly accomplished , for everything you have to face , for everything you do to get through your bad days . I see you , and am thankfull to everything holy for it.
And i hope you can also see what I see here . You just gave voice to struggles many of face here. And you phrased it as clear as it could get. It takes so much strength to open up moana . I hope you see that strength you have got . I know it sucks to be made feel like an outsider . I know how it feels to be proud of something , and then be made feel invisible inspite of all the efforts. But I also know you have gotten yourself against all the odds , this far in life moana. And i know you will be okay.
I know the time gaps makes it difficult to talk to your dear ones when you need , but I hope the next time it happens , you can remember that they always love you . That you have got a special place in their life and heart.
@Dirtshine
shine friend this such nice things say thank you means lot have someone see how much try all time 😭😭😭💛😢💛💛
people don’t understand how hard is just for me read things take so much use cups but worth to me because some people here like so much and even lot things upset me here don’t want leave miss out on friends
thank you such nice words appreciate them lots friend 💛💜💛💜💛
@theboymoana ,
Hey moana, It is a pleasure to hear back , from you . I am so happy i could make you feel appreciated. It's the least I could do. You deserve all of it and so much more. I am happy that you are here , even though it takes so much work on your side. I like to talk to you in chatrooms. And I have no doubt , others love it too. Thank you for coming around inspite of unpleasant experiences. 💛🌟
@Dirtshine
Yes - what we learn is that life has its ups and downs - also here at 7Cups.
@theboymoana
Beautiful written moana.
@Dirtshine
Beautiful written shine.
@theboymoana i completely understand you that things are very unjust and difficult for you. Trust me everything will be okay , if you just keep on looking at the negativities nothing will change , you have to start appreciating small-small positivities around you . If you feel there are none , make them yourself or just look towards nature see how shiny is the sun , how beautiful is the moon how strange yet soothing are the stars. You are made of the same matter as them , you are a part of this universe therefore there will be difficulties but there will also be good times. Sometimes we have to make it ourself!
@shyPear1070
Yes shy - we're made of stardust!