Hate the country I live in

So it's pretty much what the title says. I just can't stand it here anymore. I don't belong here. I hate the people, the culture and the traditions. I never chose to live here on the first place. My parents moved in this country when I was little for better opportunities. After all these years I still don't fit in. I was always an outcast at school and never understood people's mindset here. I want to move out of here but right now I can't. I know I shouldn't be complaining because I am living in a developed country , access to education and self care but still it hurts so much to be in a place where you don't belong. I feel like I am wasting my life here. I just hate it. Everyday I cry and dream of another life in another country. It's really taking a toll on my mental health. And the few people I shared it with don't understand the way I feel. I really have no one here all my friends are back in my homecountry but I can't visit them often. I just want to be somewhere where I belong. Living here really made me question myself or if there's something wrong with me. I absolutely hate their mindset and culture. People here are racist, mean and very self entitled. I am really sick of feeling like an outcast every single day. I hope this nightmare will end one day and I will never ever come back to this horrible country that gave me so much trauma.