Hey World!
Hey World!!!
I just want to tell you that I still exist! Why does it seems I am being unnoticeable, being always left alone, unseen and unloved.
I choose to do right thing all my life. I followed my parents well, I did study hard, I never harm others. But why is it life is too harsh to me? That all my life I have to suffer from loneliness and do things alone. That every time, I have to support myself, cause no one would. That I have to be brave myself, cause no one would stand for me. I am aware no one is responsible for me except myself, and there's nothing wrong doing things alone, but, heck, I'm tired of this self-supporting system I have. I am person living in a social unit, I should feel part of the unit. I should have a circle, at least.
*** this world! I have to be fine even if I am really not.
Why is it happiness is something I can't have?
@Hypergraphia
Hey there!
I’m sorry you feel unnoticed. Being your own support system and only person to rely on sounds hard. It must be difficult to feel you always have to stand for yourself. I can understand why you would feel tired. I hope you don’t feel unnoticed here and if you do, hopefully we can change that. It’s important everyone feels heard and acknowledged. Here for you💜
Hypergraphia, I see you 🙂 Happiness is what you make of it. You can have it. You can wake up each day and feel happy tfunny one if you want. To see the world and hear music and dance with your legs and taste food. To laugh at the little things that tickle your funnybone and shrug off the challenges of the day. Happiness is right there. It's been there all along!
I must've had two thoughts jousting for supremecy in my mind there. I hope you understand what I meant though 😊
@Hypergraphia Hi. I see you. I understand what you’re feeling. I think there is a way to improve our social circle. It can feel like the universe has forced us into a tight box with very few opportunities, and to see others apparently with more opportunities and blessings. I found that when I stopped asking “why I was cursed,” “why me,” it freed up some energy because we never seem to get an answer to these questions. I also had a lot of life struggles that I wore on my face, that affected how I interacted with others. Through mindfulness meditation and other things I was able to let go of some unnecessary stress and burdens and this made interactions with others so much better. Easier. Closer and warmer interactions, and more opportunities to make new connections. I don’t know if this helps at all. I hope you’re able to find encouragement and answers here on 7 Cups. All the best.
@Hypergraphia Hey
