I dont have the space for a breakdown
my life is falling apprt
i litteraly have no clue whats next
People constantly need me to do something for them
My health is ***
My mind is, god I dont even know - sometimes good othertimes just like my health
Im so tiered of constanly being there for everyone
I think of and for everyone and im constatly forgoten
my mental exostion is making me phyical exosted
Everytime I get a call its somone needing something and sometimes i dont want to pick up
my life is litteraly falling appart and im looking around like what now
I apposlutly love God and trust him with every ounce of me, I just wish he would give me even the smallest hints cus im lossing it
I cant even loss it becouse im needed for something
im litteraly shaking - like my whole body
im having a break dowm and I have to be quite and be able to turn it off the second someone needs something
I cant even breath
Im so sick of knowing i literaly cant trust no one in my life - family or friend
I told God I'll trust him through the fire and I do but im geting burnt
im dyslexic so i know i spelled every word here wrong
I dont know if these are my true true emotions or just my period comming
my period- ha- thats a whole other topic i dont even want to think about
What do i do next?
It cant be nothing but everyting ive been doing hasnt worked out and i dont know what to do
I just wish someone can be like - you know what dont worry about it Ill have it taken care of just sit
Is it my falut for sining worship songs that ask god to make my faith strong
My faith is strong and wont die - i just dont know how much more I can take
even through faith im yelling to god cus im soo exosted, confused and lost
@callmeRM I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through such a challenging time right now. It sounds incredibly overwhelming, and it's completely okay to feel this way. It's evident that you've been carrying a heavy load, and it's important to acknowledge and validate your feelings.
Feeling constantly needed and not having a moment for yourself can be incredibly draining. It takes strength to admit when things become too much, and you've already taken a big step by reaching out and sharing your struggles.
Remember, it's okay to prioritize your well-being and set boundaries. Taking care of yourself doesn't mean you're letting others down, it means you're ensuring you have the capacity to be there for others in a healthier way. If possible, consider sharing your feelings with someone you trust, whether it's a friend, family member, listener, or a professional. You don't have to face this alone.
It's understandable that you lean on your faith during difficult times. It's not a sign of weakness to ask for help or to express your feelings honestly. Faith can provide comfort, but it doesn't mean you won't face challenges. It's okay to feel exhausted, confused, and lost, even while holding onto your faith.
In moments of overwhelming stress, taking small steps to care for yourself can make a difference. Whether it's a brief moment of solitude, deep breaths, or engaging in an activity you enjoy, these small acts of self-care can add up.
Lastly, consider seeking professional support, such as a psychologist, who can provide guidance and a safe space for you to explore your feelings. Your well-being is important, and you deserve support on your journey.
Please take care, and I hope you find the support you need to navigate through this challenging time 💜