I don't know what to do
I'm scared... I don't know what to do... I... I wish I could make everything better. My family who I love hates me besides my mom and dad who don't know I'm trans and if they did they'd hate me too. Im so scared. I'm depressed. I can't sleep. I have a horrible head ache. I feel like I'm dying. I'm completely exhausted. People call me he and my guy name... When someone first called me my girl name on voice message a few days ago.... Wow... I... That was a lot in a good way... Never felt like myself before that. I just need someone to make me feel happy and distract me because I'm legit losing my color to hateful people that don't deserve it in the first place
@agreeableSkies9889
Deep breaths 💛
It will pass.
Tell yourself, I'm safe, this cannot harm me, I'm ok.
I don't know how hard it must feel, to feel like you are in the wrong body and thet no one sees you.
And that it gets tiring just wanting to be you 💛
But you are a beautiful person and you bring light here and we've got you 💛
You matter! Don’t listen to them! There are plenty of people who struggle and you might not feel like it but you are important. Not everyone hates you and they may just be the wrong people. Don’t give in to what they’re saying.
Thank you! It's hard because I really just feel like a girl. I look in the mirror and I see a 5'11 guy. It makes me sooooo depressed. Maybe one day I can be the way I actually feel
@agreeableSkies9889
What do you think those "haters" mean to you? Are their opinions really important enough to determine your self-worth?
People may judge us, but their behaviour often reflects what they are carrying inside. That doesn’t mean your feelings aren’t real; it just means their opinion doesn’t have to become your identity. Don't let others' opinions ruin your mental peace. You are as valuable as anyone else.💛💜
Trust yourself. Be yourself.👍
@agreeableSkies9889
Sending hugs your way 💕. You are a valued member of this community and I have personally seen what a wonderful, giving person you are.
@agreeableSkies9889 your emotions are like mine, I’m very depressed, anxious, quiet, with everyone in my life rejecting my identify. Since I am a minor, I can’t get help by myself, I wish I was a guy, when people call me ‘shed daughter, sister’ I feel disgusted and angry; so I feel you
Want to trade genders 🤝
Seriously though sorry. I know it was even harder when I was a kid.
I'm taking steps in my journey but many people don't understand what it's like to be us. It's okay. Sending hugs 🫂