I feel so scrambled
I feel very scrambled. I'm being switched to the daytime shift. I had been working the overnight shift. So I've been trying to get my body to sleep at night and stay awake during the day. It isn't fun. I end up feeling like I'm not good enough to get through school and work at the same time. I feel like I can't handle it mentally. At the same time I need medical care and I don't have health insurance, so I can't afford it. At times I am so mentally wiped out that it becomes physical. I need to do laundry and I can't push myself to go to the laundromat to do it. Life is a problem. I feel like I can't do it sometimes. A day or two ago, I laid my head down right next to where my cat, Chloe, was sleeping. She got up and licked my head. She has never done that before. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be around. I pray to God that I will always stay but I have moments of weakness. Please pray for me. Sometimes I really need it. God bless you all.
@purpleTree4652 I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a challenging time. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed. Your connection with Chloe is special, and pets have an incredible way of offering comfort. I'm here for you and I'll keep you in my thoughts. I hope things get better for you soon. Sending positive vibes your way 💜