I just hate my disgusting body
I want a "twink" type of body to be femminine and then manage to become indistinguishable from a girl in general even when with a partner but instead i got this useless disgusting body that not only is too fat rn but also my arms are too big and even if i lose fat mass i'm ending up putting muscle mass as well ruining the whole twink part needed to be like a girl and all ruining everything without adding that i'm already close to twink death that comes at 25 (23 yo)... And now i'm stuck in this *** body that won't ever be femminine and like a girl but just horrible it makes me want to just puke and die...
@Loquenlucas I'm sorry you're feeling this way 🙁 You're not disgusting 🤍 and not alone in this feeling 🤍try not to be too hard on yourself ❤️
You're Awesome ❤️ and we're here with you! looking forward to getting to know you more 🍀
It's valid to feel that way. I don't know if saying this will help but, your body does so much for you everyday and it is not useless. I understand that at one point everyone feels insecure in their body. Femininity doesn't have to mean being skinny. You don't need to be the stereotypical feminine girl, you are great the way that you are. Being a girl doesn't mean being skinny and I understand that there's societal pressures into looking a certain way. We need to have a better society that doesn't shame people for not looking "perfect".
This doesn't help at all for me cause either i get the body how I want it and such or I prefer to die right away rather than be stuck in a horrible body 24/7 suffering from it either i get my objective or death all or nothing
@Loquenlucas I believe in you 🤍 and your feelings are absolutely valid and you deserve to be treated with love and kindness. ❤️
Being stuck at a body which causes you to suffocate feels horrible. I know how you must be feeling because of it. 🤍 but you know, you have the ability and the time to change, it's not gonna be over night but it'll change and I promise you, when you look back to where you we're and see yourself on the mirror. You'll love how far you've came ❤️ I know that you know, No one's perfect... We're all humans having our own unique identities and limits, I wish you could see yourself like I do.
I see someone who's willing to change and become a better version themselves. Don't do them for others, but for yourself 🤍 And always try to be with gentle and treat yourself how you would treat someone you love going through similar feelings ❤️
You matter and You're Awesome <3
Sending lots of love towards you! ❤️
It sounds like you are not comfortable in your skin and you are in distress because you feel like you can’t achieve your ideal body shape. Is this worth jeopardising your mental health though? As an observer, I think it’s not healthy. Peace comes from acceptance, embracing everything about yourself. You are imperfectly perfect. I hope you will be kinder to yourself, promise ok? Feel better soon