I just want a break

I've through worst and know that this isnt the end of the world

But the last week have been brutal

Family emergency after emegency, ER after ER all while also trying to take care of myself and stay on track with my goals

I just want a break

I thought today was going to be a good day, then bang something happens

And you know what I AM OVER IT

Its not the end of the world and this will work out but i just wanted an easy day or at least one where there isnt a fire 

like this is the last thing i needed or wanted 

for a breif second it made me think how much i fall short, how much things are just not sticking, like duhh it would happen to me 

anyways im going to figure it out and if i cant i cant change what i cant control so it is what it is