Im just frustrated of EVERYTHING

@callmeRM sits beside you, gives you a hug ❤ wipes your tears away ❤

I’m so frustrated and stressed out but not about everything, just certain people who disrespect me but never acknowledge it themselves and when asked why they deny it or pretend like they don’t know what I’m talking about and ask me how they’ve disrespected me. 

One person is just so nosy and babies me too much. It’s really great that she cares about me to check in on me. But the annoyance stems from:

- her checking on me too often. Like everyday or every 2-3 days she’ll message me to check on me as if I’m her child which I’m not. 

- If I don’t respond she’ll send a message on WhatsApp to everyone asking them for an update on me till she gets one. 

- When we’re together she’ll ask me every 2 minutes “You ok?” or “How ya doin?” Like hello! I just answered that question 2 minutes ago 😂 I especially hate this when other people are around. 

- She’s coming off as someone who’s too worried, too anxious, and is too overly obsessed about me to the point where she worries if she doesn’t hear from me everyday. I’m not obligated to talk with her everyday. 

- It’s an example of caring too much for someone. Caring is great. But it can get annoying when it’s too much care. I’m not a child who needs all that care and attention she’s giving me. 

Another person for six months which is half an year has not said a single word to me or when he’s walked by me he hasn’t even glanced at me. Basically he’s been ignoring me and pretending like I don’t exist. Yet I’ve done more for him than anyone else has but the way he’s decided to show “gratitude” is by being ungrateful, unappreciative, unapologetic, disrespectful, etc. I know for sure if I was like that with him for 1 month, 1 week, 1 day, , 1 minute, 1 second, he’ll make the world’s biggest deal about it complaining to everyone including me before he questions me on why I misbehaved that way with him before telling me it’s not nice to like that with people because it’s rude and disrespectful. Yet he’s done it to me without caring for half the year. And one of the last things he said to me was that he’s giving up on me. I don’t know for sure if that’s why he’s been the way he’s been with me all this time but I suspect it’s the reason or one of the reasons why. 

The last person is very toxic, very verbally abusive, very controlling, very disrespectful, very manipulative, very narcissistic, very egotistical. She doesn’t care if she’s doing anything wrong or if she’s making things complicated or worse than it already is for anyone else as long as whatever she says or does is best or right for her in her own mind. A month ago she was trying to control me and didn’t like my response so she responded by saying “I’m becoming too difficult.” Despite the fact that I keep myself away from everyone and leave everyone alone somehow I’m still becoming difficult 😂 A few days ago she was basically trying to tell me how to live from now on by saying “No more door locked. Keep it open.” Right. So you can invade my privacy whenever you feel like it. She clearly has mental issues. 

All 3 of these people probably have some mental health issues. They might be different from each other but it doesn’t change the fact that they all have some problems but refuse to admit or acknowledge or do anything about it. 

By the way for anyone who’s wondering, yes these 3 people are members of my so called “family.” More accurately a toxic and abusive family. At least as far as the last 2 people go. 

@callmeRM: I’m very sorry that you’re in this situation. I understand how you feel because I feel the same way sometimes. I hope you’ll get through this. Best of luck to you on that :)