I start my new job tomorrow.
I start my new job tomorrow. I'm trying to keep it together. I meditated today, but I haven't been meditating regularly. I haven't worked out in about a week. I'm overwhelmed with readings and papers that are due. My professor that isn't really switch in English--I sent her my first paper for her feedback before I do the final edits and submit it--she hasn't responded. She didn't seem to want to do that when she agreed that she would do it. She told us she's moving to the city in September. That's why she has the course set up the way she does. We only have about 5 classes. The rest of the time, she wants us to work on our own. But I have talked to my advisor about her and he defended her. So I know there is nothing I can do about it. I can only play along and submit my papers when they're due. I'm trying to eat healthfully, and keep up with chores at home. I can't wait til my disability services intake appt this friday. I hope they tell my professors to give me less assignments or more time to do that assignments. Because right now I'm just skimming the readings. There is a lot to read, and it's deep.
The place I live has exploded. There are good amount of trouble-makers and the company that owns the apartments hired a security company. There was a murder a couple weeks ago. Last night the bad-news tenants exploded at the police who were here in force. Today there were fights amongst the trouble maker tenants. Once I get past training for my job, I'll be working 10pm to 2am.
I've got a lot on my mind. My thoughts are scrambled.
Please send me good vibes, good luck, or prayers. I need help clearing my mind and focusing.
--tree
@purpleTree4652 Alittle late but I hope your job goes well! Im sorry to hear that your teacher isn't following through with what she agreed to do for you. Sometimes I think people just say what they think we want to hear. I hope the disability services talk to your professors and you're given more time to do them
@mytwistedsoul,
I appreciate you giving me good vibes. Better late than never.
Where I live is scary. I'm just keeping myself to myself.
xo, tree
@purpleTree4652 You're welcome! How was it today? How long do you have to train for?
Keeping to yourself sounds like a good idea. Always be aware though. Still sending those good vibes ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
It was ok. It was only 4 hours but interestingly felt like 8.
I'm not sure how long I have to train for. It is definitely this week but may be longer.
I am trying to always be aware.
What are you doing with yourself these days?
@purpleTree4652 I hope your day's move alittle easier. I hope you take good care of yourself and make sure to get some sleep :) Between work and school - sounds like a long day! How's Cleo?
@purpleTree4652 I wish you the best of luck today with the start of your new job! I am sorry to hear about your professor not responding as well. Hopefully, the disability services will be able to help give you the resources that you need to make school a little less overwhelming. Sending positive vibes your way, if you need to talk feel free to reach out!!
@torilynn20
Thanks, Torilynn,