I've been missing you a lot lately
I wish I could go to you like before
Tell you about all my problems
You'll tell me it's going to be okay
Will show me the scenario how things will work out
I know I am the one who have been running
I've been so desperate to be able to live a life without you
Haven't really missed you before
Just despised you
But these days I feel tired
I want to feel like I am loved again
That someone thinks about me, cares about me
What stops me is that the world I had with you
Was not the world you had in your mind
It was all a facade
Just getting by
Just having some control
I feel so defeated
Didn't think I was worthy of this sort of pain
I just can't rest
Always floating, always wobbling
Don't know if there's an end
@seashell145 Thanks for sharing this with us.
I am so sorry to here your struggling right now.
I hope things get better for you, soon.
If you ever need someone to talk to, please come to the support rooms here at 7cups.
We have members in there.
In the support rooms, members support each other and some members come looking for support.
Also, please feel free to chat with a listener here as well.
I hope this helps some.