Living in a Dream

First of all, I apologize if this isn't the right place to post. I just wanted to talk to someone.

Recently, I've been feeling like I'm dreaming. Even when I'm awake, things don't feel real. It has got to the point that it affects my life in somewhat concerning ways. Sometimes I momentarily forget what I just did or said a few seconds ago. Sometimes I have a hard time remembering what I did earlier in the day. Sometimes things look flat and two-dimensional. Sometimes everything feels familiar but I don't recognize it immediately. For example, I was once at school and it felt like my mind was unplugged then plugged back in. The voices of my classmates, the room I was in, where I was were all so familiar but I didn't recognize it immediately. Yesterday, I kept getting these weird moments of realization that I'm alive and living right now. That I'm conscious and I'm awake. It's always a weird feeling.

I should also say, I've been struggling with a lot of other things too and this is just one of the more recent things. I hope to talk to someone here. Please, talk to me about anything even if it's unrelated. I just want to talk to people. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. Thank you for reading all of that :D