Moving on or have I moved on?

It’s been almost six months since I called off my wedding with my emotionally abusive ex. After that I’ve been going to therapy and have done intense healing including inner child. For the past few days the remnants of my past stopped triggering me as I found a way to let it go.

I tight I’ve cleared everything from my past but I found that there were a few pictures and old conversations with voice notes this morning. I went through it slowly and saw this girl who was unrecognisable for me. I felt completely detached from his voice notes. I was expecting to feel overwhelmed and cry but nothing. In fact I found a lot of red flags in such messages. What is this?

Was universe testing me if I’ve truly let go? Or just mocking me to fall back into a spiral?