Need encouragement

@Vector5 I am experiencing a similar situation for a while now. I wanted to give up many times but I decided to be patient, and for a long, long time I've been patient. Some things require waiting, and so I did. Others required making a vital decision, and so I did as well. I tried to focus on each problem in my life individually and not be overwhelmed. Thankfully, patience brought the results I wanted, and vital decisions brought peace of mind. But then there are things that I have to keep chasing no matter how daunting it is. I'm still waiting for results but from experience I know I'll finally get what I want.

I guess my point is, every problem has a solution and you just have to find it. Keep a clear mind and never lose faith in yourself or your ability to design your own destiny.

Good luck with everything 🙏

@Vector5 This will be opposite to what others will say - I bet, but you know it is ok to fall apart sometimes. It’s ok to take a pause. It’s ok to feel the pain that needs to be felt. We go through seasons in our lives and sometimes we just need a break to feel all that we need to feel. Sometimes that helps because it helps to process things, to regain the energy to fight again. It just is important not to stay at a standstill too long and not to let the pain absorb you completely. This is where talking with someone helps. There are many great listeners on here and maybe you just haven’t been able to connect with the right one yet? :) 

@Vector5 Hey Its happen to us all but never let doubt come your Identity  Let Joy and Worthy become your Identity even during hard times.

I understand how you feel. I am feeling this way as well in my current situation in life. These are some raw emotions that are normal to feel when life hits you with a lot of stuff all at once.

Life is difficult and messy, but there are good things to it. I am not sure your hobbies, but perhaps try to do something that feels good. Video games, books, movies, listening to music...whatever you enjoy and have time for. Go for a walk, spend time with friends, create something. If it requires too much effort or work, just do what you can.

I do hope things get better, wishing positive thoughts :)

It is normal to feel this way when life throws a lot at you at once. I am currently going through some difficult times myself, so I get it

Find something you enjoy to do, whether it is music, movies, shows, games, hanging with friends, exercise, or creating something. If it requires too much work, then don't do it. Sometimes the only energy I have is to sit there on my bed, close my eyes, and listen to music. Other days, it means walking. You decide whatever makes YOU happiest.

Hey vector how are you doing? I'm sorry you had to go through all this. It must've been hard for you to not have someone who cares for you or has your back..indeed it is terrible to pet ourselves and have no one even when things are really really tough.. it's understandable why you feel this way cuz it's okay dont stress its normal to feel this way you do cuz obviously with so much going on no would be laughing but be all tired and drained from inside. And tbh from my pov being strong doesn't change anything rather taking a break might do. Try taking a break from everything that troubles you or disturbs your mental peace. Remember never place anything above your own mental peace cuz the moment you do it it's done .also you can cry as much as you want. Cry all you want and as loud as you want. You're a human too you deserve everything you work hard for.. we all have moment where we're just helpless and all we could do is cry it out or scream. Idk if things with get better for you or not and I won't even give you false hopes or ask you to work hard but honestly vector Ill pray it'll all be good . Don't worry. Calm and give yourself some self love too. You deserve it before others do. Cuz it's your own life .