Not Worthy
I’m really struggling with trying at all right now. I know I don’t deserve much, and that hurts, but it is what it is. I can’t do things like clean my room even if I do have the energy because I have to remind myself that I don’t deserve a clean room. And then I can’t do really anything else with my life because I know that someone that can’t even keep their room clean doesn’t really deserve much else out of life anyway. Is it possible to become worthy? Because I feel like I messed up too much in life already and that I’ve already lost the privilege of deserving anything. If I improve, that doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change who I am or the things I’ve done.
@ConureConnor
You are worthy.
Not having a clean room doesn't dictate your worth at all.
You need to give yourself a break and stop being so hard on yourself 🤗🩷
@ConureConnor
You are certainly worthy for the best! Your environment doesn't define you, and I believe you're so much more than you give yourself credit for. It honestly can be difficult to maintain a clean room, especially if you feel unworthy about it. But who knows? Maybe if you do have the energy to clean your room, perhaps you should encourage yourself to do it anyways! Maybe you need a positive change and cleaning up your room would help you inch out of that toxic cycle. Even if you don't clean all of it in one go, focusing on a certain task that will improve your room may help in some way! You are so worthy, you'll overcome this obstacle!
