Not okay.
Tw.
Hi.
So tbh idk what to say, as is my custom. I’m tired. I’m so damn tired of life. getting up every day. the shouting. everyone here likes to shout. :') like yayyy /sar
i’m tired of being me. Tired of trying. Trying to be a decent kid. Trying to be a decent friend. Trying to be a decent student. Trying to breathe. Trying trying trying. But it ain’t working now is it so *** it all.
And tbh ik i’m overreacting and being stupid as usual, but hey, that’s who i am right? The ***. The one who always overreacts. the… idk what i am.
fine would be a good word to summarise it all. I’m fine. Just fine.
Tagging some people. I hope you don’t mind. If you do then i’m sorry…
@darkerplaces @sunisshiningandsoareyou @fluffysheep8 @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
i’m sorry.
I’m done. I wanna be done.
Wish i could un-tag you all i’m a mess and don’t wanna bother you 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers sweetie please always tag me when your feeling down ❤❤ I also wrote a little note for you ❤ scroll down ❤
@Tinywhisper11
*hugs lola if okay* i love you so much.
Im sorry.
U r a good friend ni *hugs*
@DarkerPlaces
*hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😞 poor lovely, gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤squeezes you tightly ❤ we all have bad days sweetie,it's ok to feel how ever you feel. No one is judging you here ❤ your our special little lady ❤ and we have all fallen in love with your adorable personality, my adorable lovely little friend. We care about you here, we all do. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ cuddles you up in a soft blanket , and let's you know everything will be ok ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
💜 thanks lola 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers how are you feeling right now lovely?
@Tinywhisper11
bad bc i think i hurt a cups buddy. i’m trying to sleep it’s 3 am here.
@LoveMyMoonflowers awww sweetie I'm sorry. But we all day things that are taken the wrong way sometimes. Don't be hard on yourself, anyone who knows you, knows you would never ever try to be mean to anyone. Everyone who knows you, knows just how sweet you are ❤❤ gives you a huggg ❤ try not to worry, try to get some sleep ok?
@Tinywhisper11
mhm… hope they’re okay… i’ll try to sleep now thanks. *hugs you tight* hope your okay lola i love you 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers I love you more ❤ sleep well princess ❤
@Tinywhisper11
💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers Sometimes I feel this way too. It helps me to say to myself that the way I’m feeling at the moment isn’t “me” it’s just where my mood currently is. So I would say you’re not “overacting as always,” but rather you’re experiencing overwhelm again. And who wouldn’t be overwhelmed? Others around us in the same situation have a different history than we do even if it’s someone from our own family. What’s stressful for one person may not be for someone else. But who cares, what’s important is we don’t add the additional stress on ourselves when we think that someone else thinks we should handle it differently. It doesn’t help to get upset at being upset. — My bla bla bla advice and hugs if ok.
@FlatenedByLife
Hugs are okay. *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey you 💙 How about we just start with the breathing? You're never a bother ok? We're friends. Friends are there not just for the good times but for when things get hard too. You're definitely not stupid either
Sometimes everything can just feel like way too much can't it? There's so much going on and we're struggling and sometimes it just feels like no one is listening. So maybe we overreact - I think we all have times like that. Maybe it's a build up of a bunch of little things or maybe it was something pretty big that sets us off. You're allowed to have those moments. Sometimes I think they are kind of cathartic tbh
I wish I knew something magical to say to make things better in your world
*Sending you strength and hope. Lots of love and big bear hugs* 💙💙
@mytwistedsoul
thank you. 💜 sending big bear hugs back and loads of love.
idk what to say. Tried to do something crazy last night. :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm glad you didn't succeed in that crazy thing 💙 Are you feeling better now?
@mytwistedsoul
i didn’t. :') kinda have mixed feelings about it. it’s fine.
i’m the same tbh, but that’s fine too. wbu? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers I think it's normal to have mixed feelings about it. I remember you said your parents aren't big on the mental health issues but maybe you should try to somehow explain what's going on in that head of yours. I can also understand the reasons why you couldn't do that so there's no pressure either way. 💙
I'm fine thank you 🙂
@mytwistedsoul
:') i can’t tell them anything tbh. it’s hard to trust anyone. irl anyways.
:') *offers you hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers Those are very true words. It is extremely hard to trust anyone in real life. I wish it wasn't that way. Even just admitting the thoughts we're having can be hard. People can jump to conclusions or get judgemental or worse... Tell us what we're feeling isn't right
@mytwistedsoul
yeah :') that’s true
love you ni *huggies* you are amazing as you are ❤️ sometimes we have rough days and i totally understand that feeling. you are not alone, there are so many people who love you and appreciate your bright happy self:)
@steph8402
*huggies*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugssss tighttt* 💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
:') i’m sorry…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw sorry for, Niibuddy?💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
existing tbh…
@LoveMyMoonflowers You shouldn't have to feel sorry about existing, Niibuddy but I know how sometimes our thoughts tell us differently. :/
I'd only wish for you to look at yourself the way people who love you do, for a little sneak-peak of a reminder of what a blessing of an existence yours is. Someday, mhm? you are allowed all the time you need to believe in it.💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
mhm…
:')
