Rock bottom
Hey everyone ive officially hit rock bottom ive tried over the last couple days to find an rv and I did but they wont do payments and one i did find i really like i cant afford im done i have nothing else to lose. Idc anymore im ready to break my sobriety I have llnoone I can ask for help, I did create a fundraiser but even I cant get help on that but others who dont really need the help get it and its not fair. Ive cried for the last few days and was even ready to completely shut my phone off and be done so noone could ever get ahold of me
@Darklily29
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I'm really sorry you are struggling!
Life can be so hard and so unfair.
I hope you find a way to get the help you need and to stay sober 💜 💕
I’m so sorry this all is happening, it sounds like so much
things WILL work out- i hope it happens sooner rather than later. you’re strong. it’s okay if you need to shut off for a while and have some alone time. no shame in that at all.
this will work out- and i wish you good luck in your path to sobriety. you can do this
@Darklily29 If you want to make money, youre going to have to find a way, there are always people who need jobs or things to do
Don't come on here telling me I need to find a way dont u think ive *** tried i have been looking for a job for the last year and havent had any look im so sick of judgemental ppl dont say *** unless you've walked in my shoes and gone through what ive gone through
@Darklily29 hey! I hear you.
I know it can be really tough. Financial battles are rough, and it's not easy. The worst part is that finances get at one's self-worth, and it's easy for people not to understand who haven't actually been there. But know that you are worthy; you are unique and there are things only you can do. I found with my own financial battles that sometimes one needs to take a rest, give oneself a break, breathe... gather strength to fight another day.
Stay strong. The good stuff will come your way.
Thanks but ive stopped believing that because its been 31 years and nothing good has ever happened im done why do I have to keep struggling with do i have to be the one that suffers its not fair
Sometimes life really sucks and it's completely unfair
I think your a very strong person and I know you can't get through this. Addictions really do suck their annoying and restless.
That sucks, you know I may not know your situation but what I do know what it's like going several years without a job and it's very rough and when I did get one I just barely got by, few words of encouragement you know the saying cup half full/empty.. but what if the cup is completely empty, sometimes all we need is someone with a full cup that's willing to share half.