Scared to face my fear

Well technically i have not been attending school because of yk prob... That's what I'm really scared to face the problem alone without any back up i don't have close friends inside the classroom because i know they are distancing their selves to me... Because of my past mistake but yeah i have to face them tomorrow i have to go to school because I'm graduating and i have to keep my self motivated and not give up, well before i came to my sense the Lord itself gave me a wake up call... That wake up call gave me enough courage to face them all without any hesitation i pull myself together for a new start in a place where everything started, wish me luck 🤞🏻 even though I'm still scared because i literally ghosted everyone, didn't pass my activities i missed a lot but i wish that i can still keep up...so if you're going through something like me don't give up there is always hope in the dark