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im tired truly tired of everything
of myself of people of life of every failed attempt to find a reason to keep going
im arab from a society that pressures you from every side makes you feel like youre never enough even when you do everything right
there is no peace no understanding no space to breathe without being judged or blamed
im just living day by day without meaning without energy without any real feeling of life
everything inside me feels shut down like im acting alive while ive already burned out on the inside
and the funny thing is i realized no one really cares no matter how much they say family close people no one actually cares
and maybe no one is supposed to care but then why should i care about their feelings if no one cares about mine
why should i try to be kind or avoid hurting anyone when no one even notices if im falling apart
maybe ive reached the point where words dont matter anymore
it feels like everything inside me just went quiet and i dont even have the strength to explain the pain
@Yunora
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I'm so sorry you are struggling so much.
Your feelings do matter.
You do deserve to be heard!
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@Yunora I just got recommended to this group. I'm tired too. I'm *** tired. I promise you aren't alone though. I'll keep fighting if you do 🤘🏻
@Yunora
hey, I feel the same way u feel. I guess I just wanted to tell u that ur not alone, and even if you feel that way, things will get better. I hope we both stop feeling this way <3
I'm really sorry for you, what you carry looms pretty heavy. Unfortually the people around is cold must of the time, and everything around can looks a chaos. But if it might helps their actions don't define who you are.
They act according to their limitations and fear, but what they do says more about them than you. You're more than enought, you matter, and you're worthy of everything good not matter what they say.
In this heavy moments we need to rest, vent, be heard, and give our selfes some care like a good icecream 🙂, a song or video clip that calm this storm inside, watch a fun movie that warms the heart.
The things looks hars right now but I the things will get better, we just need to keep moving forward a bit more. All storms has a end. I wish you the best, don't give up, you're not alone.
@Yunora We need to reach a point in life where we should not care what our family thinks of us, even if that means being alone. You'd be surprised how much more at peace you find yourself once you truly stop pleasing everyone else. Someone will always find a flaw even when there's nothing wrong. I would start making a plan (if you live with family) and save money, find a place, and when you are ready leave. Breaking generations can start with you.
@Yunora will you imagine a sincere hug from me..
@Yunora
Hi from another lost soul. Even though I'm not from the same country or culture as you, I do relate to everything you wrote. Being unreasonably judged for simply being yourself, feeling aimless and weightless, having nothing to strive towards or look forward to. I guess I don't have any sort of advice or encouraging words for you - hopefully just knowing someone is in the same boat as you brings some comfort to you and your heart.
I truly hope you gather strength to push forward and discover a way forward, however it might look and wherever it brings you. Maybe we'll cross paths at the end of this tunnel we've found ourselves stuck in.
@Yunora I dont know the context nor do I know your pain but even when you feel like everyone and everything is against you, you still have yourself which is easier to think of as a concept as compared to implementation where you become your own support till you find people who are worthy. It is indeed hard to find a reason to be good in a world that isnt good to you but your strength and your light might brighten up others and you become the change or the thing you needed not only for yourself but for those that come after you. This isnt a pressure you have to take but I sense strength in you because most of the time people dont ask about there being a point to be good, they dont debate becoming the very thing that hurts them they instead let it consume gradually and without realization, so its okay to feel the way you feel and your emotions are valid but i believe in you to make it out of it alright😊