[TW] Guys, I screwed up big time and need some help Might be kind of long but I would really appreciate it if you read

As it says in the title, I screwed up with a friend. They told me that they were going to not live anymore when their mom and grandpa die, because they care about them the most and then he can go without making them sad. He told me exactly how he would do it. He gets lots of stress, too. I think he's also got schizophrenia and autism? That's what he told me sort of, anyway.

He was in a diffrent class but he told me about it, a teacher said something about when he goes to college and he was like if I live that long. Also, his girlfriend is in a bit of trouble because she threatened to stab someone and it's hard on him too.

So a while ago when he talked about it I told a school councilor about it and I think they talked to him, but I told them again and this time they talked to his parents too I think. He's really down about it, and I haven't seen him since then because it's the weekend, but he texted me.

He also has trust issues really bad and now he said he'll never trust anyone again after I betrayed his trust. I feel really torn about it. I think we're still going to be friends but he's not gong to talk about his problems anymore. I told him I f'd up and that I was sorry, that I don't know how or if I can help.

He said that lots of people have tried to help but no one could. I'm really, really worried about him. I had another friend going through a rough patch and when their family found out and they went to a hospital it was really stressful for them. I don't know what to do. I said I was so sorry, and that I cared so, so much about him. That if we could think of anything to help, I'd be here. Always. At least as long as I'm alive.

What else can I even do? I feel like it might start to be a miracle to even see him at school anymore if it gets worse. I feel like I can't do anyhthing but I would rather pay for his therapy than mine, I would take care of him, I would go to his house in the middle of the night if he needed me to (and if my parents let me). He said his mom is like forty so I think that she'll be alive for a long time unless there's a disease or something I don't know about, so hopefully he doesn't change his mind for the worse.

I hope he knows I'm on his side. I might ask my other friend how they're doing, and what I can do for him. They seem to be doing better now, but I don't see them at school? Idk. I'm really worried.