..TW. no one
hi,
firstly there is no need to tell you who I am or whatever, it doesn't matter anymore.
Secondly, yes I'm alone and I'm a helpless and dependent teenager so go ahead and bully me for it.
When darkness consumes you, all the other things around you seem abnormal. Almost alien.
I'm just an abused little fool. Why would anyone want to know about someone like me? Just messed up with life.
Yeah you probably think I'm just a piece of *** looking for attention. Honestly don't blame you.
It doesn't matter because I've already given up after all these years.
I hate me too. Don't worry :)
If you made it this far .. I'm shocked
Also this is a place for you all to insult me for whatever anger is left inside.
I'm just tired of feeling alone. Tired of being human . Of being hurt. Being used to this torment and anger and trauma.
Honestly.. I get it.
Anyways..
From,
Bunny
Please do hate me all you like here because honestly I'm dead.
But it does matter Bunny. I hate the thought of someone bullying you. You deserve to be seen and heard and yes - loved. I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now and that others are adding to it. You are such an amazing person. So kind and thoughtful to so many people here. You give so much and don't ask for anything in return. You're one in a million in my book. A rarity
Much love to you Bunny 💙
@mytwistedsoul
But that's called being nice? 💙 your always quick to my threads 😛 speedy soul. ❤️ *Sending hugs if okay* 🤗 be gentle with yourself. Okie?
@amiableBunny4016 hugs are definitely ok 💙 You deserve people to be nice to you too. Well what can I say lol I saw your post and the title. I could just go by without reading it. But it's cause I care about you
You try to be gentle with you too ok?
@amiableBunny4016
Hey. I've been there. I've been bullied too. I have experienced the sentiment of not feeling like you are good enough and that the world constantly hates you. It's lonely here and it becomes a home for a while, honestly, it's a feeling I still feel today. However, I suppose one thing that you can get out of being "hated" or an outcast is being able to properly explore who you are. Most people spend their days trying far too hard to impress people who frankly don't really care for them. You could potentially use your isolation as a means of self-exploration. Look at people like Georges St Pierre, and Michael Jordan. Bullying can be a catalyst for greatness. That's my alternative of seeing it.
@amiableBunny4016 I feel the same. I'm 32. I'm in a big black hole. I'm grieving and nobody seems to understand