🌿 Therapy – Next Step for Today: Unburdening My Heart 💔
💔 Your ego was always bigger than my pain.
🥀 You gave me comfort for a moment and pain for a lifetime.
😔 You never cared for real,not when I was hurting, not when I was trying to heal.
🖤 Instead, you added more pain to my darkest days.
🚫 I don't want to see you ever again, in this life or the next.
💢 I truly hate you now.
🙏 Lord, help me forget the most heartless, cold, and stone-hearted friend I have ever known. They left me when I needed them the most. 🥀🖤🌊Fighting for my life, breaking inside, barely holding on,even when I wanted to die, it didn’t matter to them.
💔🖤 Strangers cared here when others didn’t and now they feel like family💙, not strangers.
💔 It's hurting me more than words can say that I trusted wrong people in life.
@bluetinkerbell1616
Thank you Amanda, 🍀you are always there from everyone. This morning I struggled to get off bed and only made it around 3 p.m. 😞 I was extremely frustrated because my health is getting worse .
I was also experiencing heavy bleeding, severe pain,111 sent me to hospital and now in the hospital emergency queue for the last three hours. 🏥😣
I really needed someone to talk to who understood my situation, but other than 7 Cups, I had no one. 💔 I family is not aware I'm suffering for months😔
The one friend who knew wasn't there when I needed them most, so today I decided to block them and let go. 🚫🥀 It hurts, and my heart is breaking 💔😭, but their coldness was hurting me more. Right now, I need peace and healing. ❤️🩹 I would never want them to even know that I'm gone, if I do .
@bluetinkerbell1616
I hope the bleeding and pain has eased now 🩷
An absolute pleasure to listen and reach out to you 💛
Hi sister, thank you for asking. ❤️
It took 5 hours in the hospital A&E yesterday. By the time I came back, it was midnight. I was screaming at the bus stop loudly, it was a non-residential area. I cried like a child, with strange noises and I was very overwhelmed. 😔
Then I came home, slept, and this morning there was another depressing incident. I couldn’t take it, so I harmed myself. I kept slapping my face hard nearly over 100 times until I was tired and exhausted n went straight to bed, it was in my mind like I would hurt myself before God does. I pray so much, but I don’t know why He chose me for all this. 😢🙏and continuous abandonment.
I am not feeling okay. My head is spinning. I feel like nothing good will happen in life, and the rest of my life will only be sadness and fear. I’m not happy, and I don’t feel like healing anymore. I don’t feel okay.
I want to cut ties with everyone who cares for me for no reason and just isolate myself. 🥀
I don't know what to do or what I will do !
I don't even feel to ask for prayers anymore . Nothing is working and I at time I console others everything will be fine but it won't for anyone , the chosen one lucky ones made through and moved on the rest only live by hoping and fake wishful thinking only- I don't want to make anyone feel negative but I feel for them I know they are also in so much pain I can't read I can feel what the feel just like I suffocate when claustrophobic.
Huhhhh deep-sigh ! 🖤🖤Wish my soul leaves with it so easy!
@bluetinkerbell1616
from wondering if it ever happened, if it meant anything, if it even existed, to being neither happy nor sad, just carrying a constant ache.. you have had quite the journey, unseen.🕯️
@NewbWanderer,😊Thank you so much for your wonderful text 💙✨
@bluetinkerbell1616
I could follow your thought process (/words from the post and the replies above) through and through. It drew me in quickly. Thank you for being relatable enough
@bluetinkerbell1616 I hope you're doing a little better now. Even if not, it's totally fine and relatable!
@NewbWanderer,
Thank you 💟honestly, I think I just process things by writing them down. I feel much better now and I’ve recovered a lot over the past two months 💙. I’m really glad you could follow my thoughts though, and that they felt relatable to you ✨