Tired of living like that.

I just want to share current situation of my life uhh

I am living with my parents and i am in the college doing my bachelor's degree, i tired of asking for money all the time from my parents cause i have a big family and my dad is only one who earn money in my house. Sometime they can't take care of my needs because of house loan and other expenses. I want to enjoy this time like other kids but also tired of asking them for money. I want to work so I can help myself with this but here in my area it so hard to find work while studying cause it's almost 12 hours of work everyday or no work and my parents also don't allow me to work and they also don't give me. Money. ( I am tired of them) and it is also hard to work this hard cause this is labour work.

Now after my exams I am free for one month but I don't want to spend this time just sitting at home and listen the taunts of family members.