Trauma and Me 💛
TW/child abuse, bullying, self harm, ed, mentions of drowning
Hi there,
Honestly I've lost all the hope in the world I've had. I try yet it all seems to sink through and I just feel like I'm drowning.
I have grew up in a physically/mentally/abusive home and I'm tired of the beating and the shouting and everyday drama.
I'm a teenager. Idk how they expect so much from me..
Parents didn't get along growing up so just didn't work out. And I'm dying from suffocating in this home. Doesn't feel like a home but rather a house.
I've been through bullying throughout school and it's teriffying as *** when they do terrible things. Words hurt. As do actions like pointing fingers at me and cornering me in the corridors. I've become addicted to hurting myself constantly :')
Everything hurts. Tired of breathing and being a *** human. Like I starve myself often and then just pass out.. idk what to do with myself at this point.
I've even been at hospital for doing crazy things and I'm so *** done and over it.
I'm tired of people telling me to snap out of it and get over it.
I'm barely breathing and cry myself to sleep
Bunny
Well that was a whole lot of ***
Feeling guilty
Can't do this
Hi Bunny. I had a dysfunctional family, and I understand where you are coming from. I like to laugh to deal with my garbage and also come here, listen to music, and talk to people. It helps. Please feel free to reach out. 😊
...and you can do it. You just shouldn't have to. I'm so sorry. Hugs from someone who has been there. ☺️
@amiableBunny4016 hello bunny, i appreciate you reaching out. i grew up with parents who fought often, they drank a lot and it just wasn't a safe place for me. i relate to your post a lot, i used to self harm as well, and i just want to say it will get better. As the years go on you will mature, learn different perspectives and life will just be great someday. never think that you are alone, you matter to this world and id rather listen to your story then hear about a young girl dying. its a shame that your parents cant see how beautiful and great you are, some day you dont even have to have contact with them ever again when you are on your own. im always here if you need a friend to talk to, i dont have many friends, so itll be great to be your friend, love Marie. <3
@amiableBunny4016
*hugs bunny if ok* 💛🫂
