Tw= slavery, death and depression
TW - childhood abuse
It's my sons birthday in two weeks. I think it's been making memories and emotions to resurface.I don't know how to keep it together anymore. Really struggling. I failed as a mum. He was born healthy he was so beautiful. That day and night, after I have birth. I got to hold him and cuddle him, he was just so perfect. Then the next morning we were both taken to the torture rooms 😞. I couldn't protect him. I was just 11 years old, a slave, with no voice. But yet the guilt, shame embarrasment of all the 18 years I was with my owners. I'm really struggling right now
Edited Sept 22, 2023
@Tinywhisper11 18 * years I was with my owners not 28
@Tinywhisper11 Hey Tiny ❤️ *sitting with you* I wish so badly that I could say something to ease your pain. You didn't fail. There was nothing you could do. You couldn't protect yourself or him but it wasn't that you didn't want to. You would have fought tooth and nail to protect him. You were just a child too Tiny. Just a baby yourself. I've lit a candle for you and your son. Two beautiful souls. I send you peace and love and strength. You'll both be in my thoughts ❤️
@mytwistedsoul ❤🙂❤ thanks sweetie ❤❤
I love my girlfriend so badly but she hurt me with every little chance she get.
What should I do please
@Singwell1783 I'm so sorry honey 😞 you need to be brave, you need to put an end to it all. It's hard. But it's for the best
@Tinywhisper11 Tiny I can’t begin to understand the Sadness that you must be dealing with Every . But Yet you come to 7cups and always make me and others happy with your Overwhelming personality and willingness to support Us all when we need it. I’m not a religious person Tiny but may God bless you in every aspect of your life. I bet Joshua is looking down at you and is very proud of his Mum😇🥹
@OnlyDarkness you've answered most of my posts🤔🤔are you stalking me??😮😮😂😂 thanks sweetie ❤ I'm lucky cause I have people like you around to keep me strong ❤❤❤I love you
@Tinywhisper11 If I ever were to win the lottery Tiny You’d be receiving a Visitor from the Darkness . 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️
@OnlyDarkness yaaaaaaaaaaay
@Tinywhisper11 yes enjoy your life
@Zeeshan134 I'm trying🙂❤
@Tinywhisper11A traumatic past like that is not easy to heal from, and you are brave for making it this far. You have no reason to feel guilty or shameful . The situations were not in your control. Sometimes , we are just helpless in life and it leaves us with little choice / free will. But you made the strong decision by having perseverance and not letting your past define your present.
@Quest4Love yeah it is verrrrryyy hard. But I'll try my best everyday ❤❤❤ thank you
@Tinywhisper11 heya that is really hard I am so sad for both of you.
I was raised by Satanists who adopted me as a baby. I honestly remember little of my childhood. Bits and pieces and at this point only the good stuff.
So here is someone who can relate. Also Tiny my abusers are dead but before that they were convicted in court of felony abuses against me. Grateful!!
Are you safe? Do the authorities know about the people who did this?
@RogueOne1983 yes. I was rescued by the law enforcement thingy when I was 18. Three and a half years ago ❤ I'm in another country now under government protection, so I'm as safe as possible. I'm sorry you went through it too 😞 the cult is still going it's a big cult. They own several places around America and they go up high in power. So none of them as far as I know have been arrested, and it's still going 😞
@Tinywhisper11 ok well my dear I was in a DV shelter and a woman described activities like this. Human trafficking is a big thing now everywhere too.
Glad you are safe recovering you stay safe.
Wow Lola, this is so tough, I’m sorry. The light-hearted, bright and funny character you consistently put across to us all in chat that lifts us all up so much, you could never imagine that you’ve been through all this. That’s a sign of a strong, beautiful person, definitely not one who has failed. Stay safe ❤️❤️❤️
@jamie2001uk awwww! Jamie your very sweet ❤❤❤ thanks sweetie ❤
That sounds really tough Tiny!
You have been through a lot and you haven't failed. You tried your best and it was all you could do at that point. You deserved the safety and warmth yourself. You didn't deserve any of the pain you got. You're here, sharing it with us and trying your best. It shows how strong you actually are. 🌸
Sending love and healing your way. ❤️
@Yougotmyback thankyou ❤ for your kind words ❤❤
Hello I'm kinda new to this, but from what I have read you did not fail. You seem like an amazing person based on all the nice things people have said about you on here. You seem to inspire many people here and make others happy. I think you are doing a good job and didn't fail anyone. I'm hoping for good things for you and others
@passionateThinker3248 that's sweet of you to say ❤❤ gives you giant tiny hug ❤ thankyou
