Tw= slavery, death and depression
TW - childhood abuse
It's my sons birthday in two weeks. I think it's been making memories and emotions to resurface.I don't know how to keep it together anymore. Really struggling. I failed as a mum. He was born healthy he was so beautiful. That day and night, after I have birth. I got to hold him and cuddle him, he was just so perfect. Then the next morning we were both taken to the torture rooms 😞. I couldn't protect him. I was just 11 years old, a slave, with no voice. But yet the guilt, shame embarrasment of all the 18 years I was with my owners. I'm really struggling right now
Edited Sept 22, 2023
@Tinywhisper11
Awww Lola you sweet girl. I am so sorry to hear that your struggling but I completely understand why. Lola you were a great mum in a scary dark place for the few days you were able to be with your son. Hug yourself for giving him love and care when you could. Its not your fault that you were not free to care for him forever. I am so so sorry that he was stolen from you. I am sitting here crying 😢for you my friend. If you need a shoulder to cry on we can cry together. Know that you are loved and so many care about you here. ❤️
Life has second chances
sending hugs to you
ABB
@amiableBlackberry92 good idea let's cry together 😭😭😭😭 😭😭 yes I've definetly been given a second chance at life ❤ which I'm very grateful for ❤
@Tinywhisper11 Tears and salute to your bravery... I dont have words May God help you today and always Ameen.
@TheSoftCorner ❤❤❤