Update.
My ex bf forgave me but i still can't stop feeling how i used to feel,in these recent days i have experienced physical disconfort it not Something new tho i mean when i remenber what happened 4 months ago i feel pain.I feel dissapointed at the same time That i still can't be happy,also my friend left he was like my Little brother it hurts so bad i can't fix my past mistakes i hate myself i hate how i used to be..idk If i will get better but at the same time i Don't want to because i feel i deserve this horrible pain i'm feeling i'm in a nightmare i'm sorry.I hate myself.Idk what i want anymore
@warmheartedVillage00
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You are truly going through alot at the minute but please don't hate yourself.
We are all human and we all make mistakes, forgive yourself and allow yourself to heal and move forward and get out of this damaging and continuous loop.
Wishing you all the best.
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