Yet another bad day
I wish i was strong enough not to ask for support so often but i do :(
Gladly ure all kind to not think of me as less strong. I know that.
I feel exhausted.
Things are repititive in my home. Its unfair abuse. Walking on eggshells has made me dysfunctional. I need change. I want to relocate. It cant happen overnight. But can I cope till then? Can I even make my way there?
Im consuming soft drinks every second day knowing theyre gona push my weight up. I just feel the need to clutch on to something.
Im struggling with basic activities. It took me so much strength to cut my nails just now.
Im struggling with faith and hope. .
A voice says everything will be okay . The other voice says not to trust this voice.
I feel trust issues with people often.
i feel like time is ticking away and i need to seize it but how can I go beyond the limits granted to me?
@Creamyyy
Please hold on to hope Creamy! You have gotten this far! You are a Life Warrior
We're proud of you for making this journey!
We're in this together..You may feel alone right now but your not. Please contact a listener if this persists..🌲
You uplift my heart. Grateful 🙏
@AsherTree
@Creamyyy I'm glad you reached out. You are not less strong for needing support. I think keeping that voice of hope alive while living in an abusive environment proves how incredibly resilient you are.
Thank you for understanding everything so well.
You generate hope for me. Its comforting. Today I made some small efforts. And Im feeling tad bit better.
I will reread your message to pluck strength again <3
@mytwistedsoul
@Creamyyy No thank you necessary but you're very welcome. That's what friends are for! 💜
@Creamyyy
I think the fact that you are willing to reach out for help shows determination. It takes a lot of courage to put your thoughts and feeling out here. I wish more people were willing to reach out; the world would be a better place. None of us has all the answers, but at least we can attempt to look out for each other and offer some buffers. I can only imagine all of the wisdom you must be accumulating...Hey, maybe you should become a therapist. Keep it coming!
Hey I hope I can heal others as you suggest :)
Im relieved you dont see reaching out of shamelessness. It does indeed take strength to admit youre feeling weak
God bless your good heart
@caringShoulder1357
@Creamyyy
I'm always here for you 💚
You are an amazing , wonderful person and it's heartbreaking to me that those around you can't see it 💛
When you can't be strong, here we'll be strong for you 💚
You are a lovely person who has given me faith in myself. Big hug . Im always here for you too :) <3
@Amanda84
@Creamyyy
@Creamyy, I can exactly relate to your thought process and the constant struggle with faith and hope. 🫂 It’s not easy, and it never stops. It becomes bigger than the actual problem and drains you until you feel completely useless and hopeless. 🥀
But you still rise again and try again, and that’s what matters. 🌱 You’re doing it right. Sometimes even doing the bare minimum, like cutting your nails or making a cup of tea, takes courage, and that’s okay. ☕️❤️ You are not defined by what you’re able to do right now. 🫶
Be kind to yourself, take it one moment at a time, and let that be enough for now. 🫂🌱
