dont even know what im doing anymore
i dont even know what im doing here, im 19m my life has no sense, i dropped highschool when i was 16, its been an endless loop ever since i was 15, i stay in my room all day the only fun i have is when i talk to people online yet i feel like i have no faith in people anymore, i feel like everyone is the *** same no matter what you do no one will truly care about you, even when they say they do they wont hesitate to cut u out of their life anymore, i dont even wanna start talking about how much i *** hate society how much ive been born conditioned to study for 1/4 of my life and work like a *** slave the other 2/4 of my life, everything feels *** pointless
@Eloping
I hear you and yes a good portion of people suck .... I feel many young people see no point years of school then more years of work...... then what .... but life does not have to be that ... it is the journey not the destination yet so many simply do not see it.
dropping out may have seemed like what you wanted but the reality is no one's bedroom is a time capsule...... time does not stand still and when you leave your room things will not be the same as when you decided to cocoon.
you will sooner or later need to join in outside life and you will be ticked off .... because sitting on the sidelines will only will make you feel farther behind .....
TIME is the resource we do not get more of ..... some people will be there for you but often the ones you need the most you will not find online.
