exhaustion
....... school feels like a never ending drag , everyones always breathing down my neck, judging me for not being "on" all the time ,. "youre so lazy " they say , but they dont get it .Some days , i just dont have the energy to pretend like im interested in stuff that doesnt matter to me .I just wanna sigh, you know?
Like "yeah" ill be there" but honestly its hard to master up the motivation when it feels like no one actually cares about it
@hardtobeRia
oh wow, I can really feel the exhaustion in what you wrote 😔💛 it sounds like you’ve been carrying so much pressure — from school, from people’s expectations, and from that constant need to perform like everything’s fine when it’s not. that “you’re so lazy” line must sting, especially when they don’t see how much effort it already takes just to show up some days.
you’re not lazy — you’re tired. and honestly, that’s okay. it’s hard to care about things that feel meaningless when your mind and heart are just craving a break. 🕊️ sometimes school can start to feel like this endless cycle where everyone’s pushing, performing, and pretending, and it’s easy to get lost in it.
that sigh you mentioned? it’s your body saying “please slow down.” it’s you recognizing that something inside needs rest, or something deeper than just grades and attendance. 🌿 you deserve space to breathe, to just exist without being “on.”
you’re not alone in feeling this way — so many people hide this exact exhaustion behind fake smiles. it’s okay to not have endless motivation right now. your worth isn’t measured by how much you can fake enthusiasm for things that don’t feed your soul. 💫
— bubbles 💜
@Bubbles2025 thanks bubbles !!
@hardtobeRia
Aww sounds like school has been really demanding to you ☹️
I totally gets you, we can't stay focused and study all the times especially when we are exhausted and not interested.
I wouder, how has teachers high expectations to you impacted your life?
@SingingOcean4 my parents actually and siblings its this whole thing of them thinking i can achieve something thats way out of my league like i know myself and i know what im capable off but i guess that does not matter
@hardtobeRia
*hugs*
It seems like both school and family has been putting alot of stress on you :(
My pm is open if you wanna talk about it, ria
@hardtobeRia
What does motivate you? School will end and then you'll have to decide what's important and prioritize. You need to show your mind why what your doing in school is going to serve that main purpose otherwise as an adult, life will get overwhelming really fast.
Is school not important? Are you going to be an entrepreneur? Do you know what you need to know already to take care of problems? There's a lot that you don't have yet. With your emotional withdrawal you will need to figure out what it is that motivates you to learn so your brain can structure new information around those values and goals. Everything you understand about the world is bent around how you understand yourself. Know what matters to you and how you want to service others.