i don’t know what to do
tw: passing/death
i broke up with my boyfriend this morning and 30 minutes later i find out one of the kids in my grade who i was somewhat friends with is dead. he passed last night. i spoke to both of those people yesterday multiple times. now one never wants to speak to me again and the other is gone forever. what am i supposed to do now. this hurts so bad.
It hurts right now. Allow yourself to grieve, but also choose to keep going. The chapter in your life with your then boyfriend has ended and a new event has entered your life: someone's passing. Do not blame yourself because you did not know the circumstances enough of what they were going through. You can have compassion for other but do not forget yourself too. You have a place in the world and a right to be here. If your boyfriend does not want to talk to you, then he isn't for you. If he truly loved you, he could have comforted you and tried to ease the pain. But that did not happen so let us let go of what we have no control over: your ex and the person who passed ❤️ Your ex is a bullet dodged if he isn't actually as compassionate as you thought he was!