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User Profile: theboymoana
theboymoana January 26th, 2024

Think some people maybe never be enough no matter how hard try ?never be enough never matter ? Because think is me think never going be enough ever try so hard still not matter not even little bit 😭😭😭try because care want help people important to me just not enough for anyone whole life not enough not enough not enough not enough 

why I’m not why never matter never important never good enough don’t know how be better person will always just be stupid useless burden disable kid barely even person 

just trash am stupid stupid stupid ugly useless nothing trash 

whole life always people hurt me teachers hurt therapist hurt family hurt friends hurt just get it ok know what person like me deserve everyone hurt me get tired get sick wonder why exist ???not my fault exist why punish just because exist when not my fault !! Did not ask be born my parents stupid because think they have 5 kids all in row easy then forever have me MAYBE WAS REASON stupid *** idiot parents maybe was sign saying STOP *** TRY BE HAPPY GOT 5 ALREADY all happens was me stupid horrible disappointment all there *** fault and still who punished NAHOA PUNISHED 

not my fault here never going be enough from beginning even find out deaf first they think just deaf ok can do that then come epilepsy then intellectual disability then adhd then autism and million other thing and to much for everyone to much worst way ever life turn into game how much everyone can hurt nahoa before he give up stop trying matter  

think game over am broken every one win no more heal inside just bunch pieces stuck in useless ugly stupid annoying nahoa shell 


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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 January 26th, 2024

@theboymoana I'm sorry to be the one to tell you, but you are not ugly not stupid not a burden, and you definetly do matter ❤❤ you matter to me, you matter to our 7 cups family, you matter to God and to many others who've crosses your path ❤ sweetie you don't need to try hard, to matter, you don't need to try to be anything, cause you already matter, and you are loved ❤❤ gives you a extra tight hug, I believe in you ❤

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User Profile: theboymoana
theboymoana OP January 26th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

everyone tired me get tired me want me go away forever hate me exist 😭😭😭try never good enough no one going stay with me every one leave go away if I’m better maybe they stay but don’t 😭😭not fair not fair if nahoa disappear will matter ? Not matter

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 January 26th, 2024

@theboymoana yes it will matter if you go away. I know how sad I'd be, and many other people too ❤ you are such a sweet person. And you cannot help being disabled/ill.  I'm disabled too, I need 24 hour carers. So I understand what feeling like a burden is. But the truth is, anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. Wraps you in a warm blanket and cuddles you up ❤ it's ok to have bad days, I'm here for you ❤

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User Profile: theboymoana
theboymoana OP January 27th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

having very bad worse week trying stop be sad but just crying whole day want stop and can’t 😭don’t know how stop sad is just there get worse worse never stops ☹️😢😢😕 tired trying so hard all time so tired 😭

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 January 27th, 2024

@theboymoana gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ squeezes you tightly ❤❤ dw sweetie, the bad clouds will blow away, and sunshine will be all around you again soon. Till then I'm gonna blow a protective bubble around you, and keep you close to my heart ❤ crying is good for you, let it all out sweetie ❤❤everything is gonna be ok ❤ remember you are loved, I love you ❤

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User Profile: justmeeva
justmeeva January 26th, 2024

@theboymoana   (sorry it’s so long)

hi nahoa friend.. i understand if you don’t believe me, it’s okay, but i know what you mean. some days your brain tells you all kinds of bad things, every mistake you’ve made or thing you don’t like about yourself, but that’s not the whole you. it’s okay to have bad days, it’s okay to feel bad, it’s okay to be tired of life and tired of yourself. but i can’t agree with what you said about yourself. i know you’re trying and it’s the bravest thing a person can do. and your tries have paid off - you’re a good person, you’re very fun to be around, you care about other people and that’s very good of you. you’re always so appreciative and loving and you’re an amazing friend. i’m always happy to see you, no matter if you’re happy or sad or anything in between. i’m not sure how i can convince you to believe that i care very very much about you, but i hope one day you’ll understand it ❤️ it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to feel hopeless, it’s okay to feel bad emotions, it’s always okay to ask for help. i’ll always be here if you ever need me, you’re never alone. i hope you’re safe, i hope you’re okay. talk to me anytime, okay? ❤️

User Profile: steph8402
steph8402 January 26th, 2024

hey nahoa buddy. you are amazing im so sorry you feel like that and feel like you’re not enough. but i want you to know. for me you are enough! you are everything! you make people happy and you are always the sweetest nicest person i talk to. you are amazing in my eyes and i hope you can see that in yourself one day too(: i love you nahoaaa keep being so cool and sweet and kind.

love you so much.

User Profile: alixec020508
alixec020508 February 9th, 2024

@theboymoana you are more than enough some people just cant see past the way they feel about themself so they make others feel the same way

User Profile: Countrygirl095
Countrygirl095 February 18th, 2024

@theboymoana you're worthy