our little world
hihi lovely🩷 this is my first post ever :0 I need to make an introduction post hehe- but posting can be scary sometimes :'3
@pixierobin i felt like we had a teenie bit of a fallout last year :0 thought it’d be different but youre still the same fun and sweet person I remember you being💜
I know we already used to have a forum space but I wanted to make a new one to kind of just- restart hehe :P🤍
(also I know you were meant to try to sleep before this- did you get any sleep ??🤍)
@pixierobin
>: you oki ?
@iloveyouxx yeah?? Why wouldn’t I be?
@pixierobin
T^T “Sorry but I kinda feel like I’m gonna throw up so I’m gonna go but I’ll text when I feel better” :P I know I’m late but still
checking in never does any harm :P 🤍
@iloveyouxx ooo right well I did end up throwing up and I still don’t feel good Hru?
@pixierobin
aww :’3💜 hope you feel better >:❤️🩹
tw
amazing :D I didn’t go to school today cause I just got really sick :’3 my eyes swelled up- I feel like I’m on fire (cos of the fever :P)- my lungs hurt- all my other bones hurt so bad and idk why- I can’t walk talk and every time I close my eyes I have a nightmare :D and I’m being literal lol- and yeah etcetc :P
my dad doesn’t know I’m not at school- but last time he woke up and I was here he got soo mad T^T
so yep🐛🐛 we be alive🐛🐛🐛
what time is it there ? :0
@iloveyouxx well I’m happy that you don’t have to go to school but I’m sorry you’re sick hope you feel better too ❤️🩹 yeah I’ve been having so many nightmares too lately and it sucks. Ughhh I’m sorry about your dad my dad is the same luckily I don’t live with home anymore but I have to go to his house this weekend *sigh* it’s 11 30 pm for me what time for you?
@iloveyouxx
yeah nightmares suck :')
*sighs too*
aw- just avoid him the best you can
and it’s 9:30am here- big difference :0
wrong tag :P @pixierobin
@yeah I’ll try *sigh* my head still really hurts so I’m gonna try to sleep even though ik how it’s gonna go I’ll text tomorrow(I promise I actually will this time lol)
@pixierobin
xD lol
sure- I have to go soon anyway- take care feel better💕💕
@iloveyouxx hiiiii hru?
@pixierobin
lol I just witnessed you go to every room and forum then come here xD but I guess it still counts as texting tomorrow- so you’re all good xD
I’m fallin apart- you ?🤍
@iloveyouxx im really confused why does it matter that I went to forums and rooms? I’m sorry wanna talk about it. Idk tbh som many thoughts som much to deal with I haven’t known In so long and I probably never will *sigh* *hugs you if wanted*❤️🩹
@pixierobin
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nah it don’t matter..🩷
mhm I’m sorry *sighs too*
and yeah..hugs are oki..❤️🩹
@iloveyouxx it does matter to me but I get I feel the same way. Don’t take this the wrong way but I feel like we are all hypocrites of this. Like to others will be like you matter and you’re amazing and we mean but we never believe it when ppl say it to us
@pixierobin
if we don’t actually believe it that doesn’t make us hypocritical
and no one thinks I’m amazing but yeah
idk
sorry I’m real depressed today lmao :’3💜
@iloveyouxx nvm that’s not what I meant
I think you’re amazing and Ik a lot of ppl who do too
it’s ok I’m real depressed every day
@pixierobin
being annoying so imma add a “:>” to everything
it didn’t make sense :> (nvm I look like I’m sarcastically smiling T^T)
name one 💜plz
..💜
yeah I’m sorry💜
better I think and never doin that again💜
@iloveyouxx you don’t she to be sorry💗 hmmmm Eva,Noah ni Alex… shall I continue I’m sorry Nadia you are allowed to be here and talk💕
omg alex ? thank you pixie💕 sorry if I sound rude today.. just depresso :P💖
and about that alex thing.. no :’3 I won’t talk about them cause that’d be wrong- vv wrong
but caring about me is the last thing to be true
he opposite cares about me- whatever that is
has something against me
at least you didn’t put his screenname- cause I know like 4 alex s in teenie side hehe
but I know who you’re talking about and no :’3
yeah..💙
@pixierobin
forgot to tag
@iloveyouxx
@pixierobin
🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛
@iloveyouxx
@pixierobin
*wonders if you could see this xD*
@iloveyouxx are you positive we are talking about the same Alex?
@pixierobin
wanna escape rooms and hide here w me :’3/nfta🤍
@iloveyouxx yep definitely sigh rooms are so much rn and I just can’t do anyhting *creeps into corner and hides in pile squishmallows*
@pixierobin
yeah..me neither🖤
*falls into the deep dark hole of sorrow and pain* :’3🤍
@iloveyouxx *falls in too* also I found a new depressing artist that I love rn
@pixierobin
oooo we love depressing artists :0 who ?
and nuu only I get to be depressing- *gives ladder for pixie to climb up*💓:P
@iloveyouxx rosendale and my current favs of his are 6 pills 7 days or maybe 7 years I don’t quite rember and unwell but I like pretty much all of his
nuuuui I am very depressing *falls further into the hole*🖤🖤🖤🖤
@pixierobin
nuuu *gives flashlight to guide to the light* :3
@iloveyouxx nuuu I hate light anyways artist response????
@pixierobin
i just watched the lyric video of 6 pills :0
it sure is depresso xD and deep🤍
I like it :3 depresso songs are the best
btw did you see the above post :P when you scroll- I didn’t tag but after you listed the ppl :0/nfta
@iloveyouxx yayy I’m glad you liked it. Are you sure we aren’t talking about the same Alex? Cause the Alex I’m talking about def doesn’t hate you
And if we are did I something happen between you too? Cause since when does he hate you??
@pixierobin
pix it’s so obv lol :’3 every single one of our convos end with him trying to fight me.. he knows I’m scared of him and I am
he gets mad at the fact I’m scared of him
ive been triggered by him saying stuff so many times
he talks about me literally all day, he talks about my trauma and then gets mad at me for not trusting him like of course I don’t trust him at this point
not to mention he breaks rules on a daily basis by offsite contact and dating that person plus some others in pms
he got mad at me for defending him when others were confronting him
i have so many things he said to me, but I can’t say cause if someone finds this and they were there theyd know
but yeah ofc I’m scared of him- my main point is trying to fight me tho, it’s just crazy and leaves me going “..” each time why does no one see it :’3
but yeah- he doesn’t like me🤍
@iloveyouxx I’m so sorry Nadia I had no idea I haven’t seen him in forever. I’m really really sorrry this happened friend. You deserve ppl you can trust and that don’t harass you. I’m so sorry(sorry ik I keep saying that I just don’t know what else to say cause you don’t deserve that.) *huggles Nadia friend vvv tight*
@pixierobin
yeah I’m sure.. rainbow room alex right ?
@iloveyouxx yeah. Did something happen Nadia?
@pixierobin
sorry I had to go :P
and yeah- there’s a lot more to it too :’3 they’re just honestly a disgusting person in general,
which looking back to when they first got mad at me for thinking all guys are the same
..point proven :P
T^T
@iloveyouxx I’m sorry Nadia. Yeah honestly you’re right lol. I mean do you rember our first interaction with him. At first I really didn’t like him but then I thought he changed. But ofc not he didn’t
@pixierobin
waittt I was about to say I didn’t remember but I think I do.
he made me cry right ? then started being his attention seeking self and yeah :P it’s ugh these mind games it drives me insane :’3
then the “hiiiiiii nadiaaaaaaaaaa😊” after was a bit extra and freaked me out since we were never that close, which is why they call me “(name)” now- cause I told them it scared me lol :’3
he confession stuff was just gross to witness it made me so mad :’3 “I think I might like you too❤️” “I wuvvvvvvv youuu moreeee❤️” this was him and another guy on 7 cups before they started dating
and now hes (alex) dating a girl offsite tho they met on cups which yk isn’t allowed
but they planned the whole thing in the chatroom and no one said nothing (I only came later)
then he started dating 2 others in pms
when he started flirting a lot too others talked about him and one time confronted him
i defended him but only because talking about others while they’re not there wasn’t allowed, and he mocked me, sarcastically complemented me, got mad and started attention seeking and started making stuff up and now he tries to fight me each time like I’m not dumb T^T
this is why I don’t trust people :P
he always seemed so nice right ? giving up everything for others but nothings real anymore :’3
theres more like the time he randomly went “what’re your scariest emojis ? mine are (puts inappropriate emojis that I’ve said trigger me)” but i get this one might be a coincidence
2 of my friends talk to him in pms and he brings me up all the time after making a big deal out of others talking about him- now he’s talking about me and nothings ever done about anything.
yeah there’s even more :D you know he’s the person I tried to warn you about, the one that scared me, do you remember ?
sorry for the rant tho- I could go on all day but I’ll stop heh :’3 stay safe🤍 people are wild now.🩷
@iloveyouxx wow just wow this is horrible I’m so sorry you had to go through that Nadia. Yeah that was the time he wouldn’t eat and then he started yelling at you. I felt so bad and I was mad for awhile and then I thought things changed but clearly they just got worse. Ughhh that is so creepy and disgusting I’m so sorry and yeah I rember that conversation and now it makes sense. Yeah same I have so many trust issues🥲 it’s ok Nadia I hope it helped to talk about it💙 thanks I’ll try and idk if you care but for what it’s worth out of the few friends I have left on here you are definitely one of the ones I really trust.(and if you know me I do not trust easily) you stay safe to💗
@pixierobin
yeah.. then idk if you remember but his friend came in and told us not to force anyone to do anything so I just got hurt cause all I was doing was asking him to try and eat, btw there’s drama with that friend now too :’3 but anyway. *sighs* :P ofc I care💕 and same for you- saying that how bout we both take that person out of our bio and replace them with each other lolll xD💖 I was gonna add you but running out of space, but if I remove them I can xD and thank you💓
@iloveyouxx yep I do rember that *sigh* I don’t like people. Ughhh ofc there is *sigh* that’s not good im sorry. Woahhhh I was literally thinking about doing that yesterday we should definitely do that.
@pixierobin
lmaoo ugh I don’t either *sighs too*
and on it hehe
but yk like what bothered me too was when he’d make stuff up and get mad that we don’t understand like he even said he made words up he actually said that- and I get that it’s bothering when others don’t understand what you’re saying but like if I literally just straight up made up a word like um “floperdop” ofc you’re not gonna understand nothing like what does he expect :’3/nm
lol I should end this convo but the list of things he’s done never ends😭
@iloveyouxx oki I have completed changing my bio
yeah I have so many screen shots of some of my conversations with him because they didn’t make any sense. Exaclty like I was always confused. Yeah I’ll leave it up too you if you wanna talk about it feel free but if you wanna stop you can. Totally up too you❣️
@pixierobin
o really ? any of them include anything idk :P wait can you show :0 I can’t scroll up to the convos again so I never got to show someone or report :P
@iloveyouxx
”you’re my everything❤️”
”I wuvvvvv youuu❤️”
”I’ll make it possible” (this was an inappropriate joke btw cause of the convo)
“reach out and hold my hands”
”I wish you were here in my arms, I’d take care of you”
”I wanna be with you so bad”
etcetc
I know these might seem like “being supportive” in a way, but the different people he says stuff to etc it’s just T^T
did I mention that he announced that my best friend was close to TW ending their life ..? don’t worry she reached out to crisis but he announced it in the whole group at the time
he also insulted her after treating her like his own :/ cause he wanted to keep his act up..
do you remember when he said something like “eh brb just have a sharp pain probably nothing tho” then came back about an hour later like “eh yeah I’m fine just got a heart attack”..
I’m not a doctor but I’m pretty sure that’s not how it works :’3
anyway
ill actually stop now loll- just sucks when you know someone so two faced and can’t do nothing about it :/
@iloveyouxx ughhhh no it sounds creepy and I’m sorry. That’s is horrrible I’m so sorry but I’m glad your friend is ok💗 ok yeah that’s definitely stupid
sorry I looked through my camera roll but I don’t think any of it would be helpful it just really weird stuff that he believed that I really didn’t understand
@pixierobin
lmaoo fr T^T
and it’s oki. I’m gonna go for a while- it’s 12 am here :P I’ll just breathe lol. I’ll be back💜 thank you for being here pixie🤍 and not turning out like that :P means a lot..💕
@iloveyouxx yeah 🙄
ok sorry I had to leave my dad made me do something with him. Ok I hope I hope you breathe lol(sorry yk what I mean lol) ofc Nadia, and you too it definitely means a lot to me💕💕
@pixierobin
aw no you’re with your dad ? D: and lol yes I’m trying to breathe xD
i just saw your bio btw- is it weird that I counted the letters after each person and was so happy that I’m the only one that got 5 extra letters🥹🤧 yep I’m crazy :D but I’m your crazy friend that you won’t get rid of :>💕 mhmhm. stuck forever :P🦑💖
@iloveyouxx yeah *sigh* but it’s ok I’ll survive
no tbh I’m probably weirder I’ve been checking everyday since we became friends again to see if you add me to your bio again soooo yeah we’re both crazy weird friends lol but I like it lol it’s fun
i would never get rid of you we are crazzzyyyy hehe we are stuck together lol 💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕
@iloveyouxx yayyyy im your bio too hehe I’m so happy and also he’s not in either of our bios even bigger yayyyyy 🥳🥳🎉🎉
@pixierobin
wait what😭😭😂😂😂😂 is that why you haven’t added me this whole time ? :P I’ve literally been checking every time I could and overthinking every possible scenario. I haven’t added you cause every time I need to add someone I need to wait till I get 8 new friends too- cause basically you know how my list has rainbow hearts around each name like this to demonstrate⬇️
❤️friend A❤️(screenname)
🧡friend B🧡(screenname)
💛friend C💛(screenname)
etcetc right ? so if you count these❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷 they’re 8 hearts and I can’t just stop at like yellow for example so I wait till I make more friends before I edit my bio with them all together-
but dang we really are crazy together T^T🩷
@iloveyouxx well I was going to but I kept forgetting I’m sorry lol guess we’re both crazy otherthinkers lol cause I was wondering the exact same thing hahahah wow we are seriously crazy lol
@pixierobin
sorry I had to go yesterday- good morning :P💕💕 how’re you ?
@iloveyouxx no worries❣️ haha good morning(tho technically night for me lol) meh idk bad, fine, not fine, ok I can’t figure this stuff out anymore *sigh* how are you?
@pixierobin
oo what time is it for you ? :0 aw tell me when you figure it out :’3
and I’m the worst you could possibly get :P tomorrows school :’3 *cries*
@iloveyouxx 11pm
hah sorry I doubt I’ll be finding out any time soon
awww im sorry ik how hard school is for you☹️
*hugs if wanted*💙💙💙💙
@pixierobin
*hugs*💜 just wish it made a difference.. :P
@iloveyouxx yeah me too
