who are you when you aren't putting on a mask for everyone else?

@borderlinebaddie12 Aww that's so sweet!💛

Generally, My mind is busy thinking of other people and how I love them, how I can support them in their endeavors and comfort them in their pains. That's the person I recognize. Since my health incident which was a year and a half ago, I pretend to be much better than I am for others. In actuality I am in pain most of the time physically. Working through it helps somewhat but makes me very tired. Sometimes that can make me resentful or want to give up. I don't like this person. And want to be the person I was before.