why is mental health the hardest
Especially if ut lonely enough , with ur thoughts mostly, I try to remind myself of freedom (from cutting of toxic ppl) to more peace now which is TRUE but at the same time my immense struggles w self pity now that I managed to handle somewhat differently tho self defeating thoughts come heavily upon me… it HURTS. There is this emotional void inside I can’t fill n all it asks for is comfort from others. Why it must be always me… I wasnt this way before since I was usually for n on my own w imagination n stuff but when I wanted to meet n interact w ppl, they used their subtle powers n took out my energy n kindness. I still feel empty, it’s been months ..
all I wish for is to inspire n help others learn from my experiences… I need that support circle that’s so hard to find, that’s why I’m pouring my soul here…
now n who knows how long… pain n tiredness is also hard, but mentally nothing can cure it like shift of thoughts or letting these emotional states go since fighting doesn’t help them…
Yk in my mind… emotional emptiness seems persistent, only relief I get when feelings come off of me.
@livbinny hugs you tightly ❤ yep! Mental health is the hardest thing of all🙁 and being left with your thoughts can dig the hole much deeper ❤ for xmas I wish peace for you ❤
so much of a hole that I’m tired of being in these feelings without the force to dwell on them. I’m just in my room mostly since fam at home n not much to do around this tired. I hope I can at least see relatives cuz screen ppl is all I have to point I question reality. Tho the compassion as such unmet needs hurt no matter how many times I been in this state🙏🏻🎄 same to u!
Mental health can feel like a never-ending battle, but here’s the thing: you’re still standing. Even when it feels like your energy’s been drained by others, you’re fighting. and that’s powerful. It’s like trying to fill a void with chocolate cake—never works, right? But sometimes, the key is to just sit with those feelings instead of fighting them. And as for the “emotional vampires,” well, they can’t suck what you don’t give. Your kindness is valuable, don’t let anyone take it without giving it back.
Keep pushing through. The right support will find its way to you. You’re doing amazing already, just by sharing your journey.❤️
Yeah that’s good comparison.. I mean as ppl we will always keep going I suppose right?
it’s that my emotional hole here it’s like I’m tired of being in these feelings without the force to dwell on them. Comes n goes multiple times à day. Is it always about just refilling the void but never making it full enough?
I swear I’m trying ever since I have been hurt by so many ppl, I didn’t know this whole thing abt such vampire ppl I only believed this “good ppl” if they didn’t judge me or else as, I never forced myself it was natural to be liked by everybody to show them I cared but no one could appreciate or help give it back to me so the same self pity still happens I don’t know if this cycle will end cuz more n more of those feelings without compassion just rise up on me.. plus I’m just in my room mostly since fam at home n not much to do around this tired. I hope I can at least see relatives cuz screen ppl is all I have to point I question reality. Tho the compassion as such unmet needs hurt no matter how many times I been in this state🥺❣️🎄 thx for demonstration🙏🏻 it’s my only dream for now to help myself so that ppl will stick around me just right, having that support system is sooo far from me but I hope, what u mean by amazing?
I mean everyone writes here in hopes they will get that kindness back🙏🏻💙 it’s pretty easy … but it can feel burdening instead of productive cuz imagine I have to come here to tell cuz I don’t have others I can confide in like this🥺🌟 but I appreciate that.