Boy Drama

so I like these two guys. One for almost 2 years and the other for a month or so. Honestly I happy being around both of them. I became “friends” with the two years guy and I couldn’t honestly be anymore happier bc we gotten like close close. We were talking about crushes and I found he likes this guy (we’re both bisexual) and we’ve been playing games like asking 3 questions about each other’s crush. So I can’t obviously know he dosent have an interest in me. But I keep pushing back in my mind. He birthday was yesterday so I got him a surprise present on Friday at school and he was so happy and almost cried. He even got up and hugged me before even opening the present. He looks refused to take the present saying that it was too much and he didn’t need it. Idk but we’ve just been in a good place and idk if I should tell him that I like him. I feel like it’s so obvious now, he’s just not getting the hints. The second guy, I don’t really know him that well or maybe I just find him attractive. I really want to tell the first how I really feel bc he always asks me who my crush is and Idk if I can keep lying to him. I realized that I love him way too than I should. He’s everything I want in a person and probably even more. He’s just someone I see spending the rest of my life with.