Feeling Trapped
One little mistake leads to I basically do nothing all day. Not true. I just don’t toot my own horn over every minuscule thing I do throughout the day. I’ve felt for years that I am being set up for failure. I no longer have the energy to waste my breath explaining to people what I do all day. Never in my life have I worked for a place that prides themselves on this level of dysfunction. There’s no other jobs in my area that can offer what this job has. The only thing missing is respect and being treated like you are actually of some value. It would be nice to know that my job is secure and that I don’t have to look elsewhere. I don’t know if I can do this for 27 more years.
@RedRed81, Glad you chose to write and unload this burden that is causing you pain. It is can be suffocating to keep it looked up. Please continue to write as it is part of journaling. Also message any listeners whenever you feel you want to be heard.